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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
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12:02 am

<3><3 <3><3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3><3><3><3 <3
I misses you so much!!
I always love you even thought you doesn't love me at all.
i care for your feelings.

What i do care is YOU.
I will be your guardian angel.
Whenever you need someone,i will be there for you.
I will be there to console you whenever you are sad.
My shoulder will be there when you are crying.
I will be your sand bag if you are mad/anger.
My ear will be there if you need to talk to.

I will protect you from bully and any harm that will cause you feel hurt.
As when you feel hurt, i will feel hurt too.
My heart will pain, only for you!

I do care whether you are loved.

All i want is ur care and concern more.

LOVING YOU!!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3><3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3><3 <3


Tuesday, August 30, 2005
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4:49 pm

Oh Oh Oh!!
ThiS weEK i ThiNk i WiLL sPenD mY DaY STudY bA!! Won"t bE goinG ouT.. LIkE taT CAN savE monEy Too..HAHAHA!!!

SorT oF missEs My frienDs anD classmaTes..AnD some1 EsPecialLy..HeHeHehehehee...

NvM!! juSt ReN foR twO weEk caN liaO... TheN i wiLL choi my classmatEs, ,mY friends And SisteR ouT!! hehehe.. I need To GeT part-Time joB tOO.. anY joBs tO recommenD?

SaviNg $ foR mY birthdaE chaleT!! yeaH!! gOt birthdaE chaleT!!!


Friday, August 26, 2005
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10:56 pm

toDAe My mOOd Not BaD.. QuitE gooD!!!Dun knoW whY!! HAHAHA!!!
I abiT siaO siAo De.. saD theN verY saD, HAppY theN vrey high FeeL gooD... HAiZ!! muz See doctoR .. HAHAHA..JK
HOpE everY daE My mOOd IS GooD!! yeaH!!




I alsO hope yoU arE alwaS bE bY mY siDE!!!


Thursday, August 25, 2005
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8:55 pm

Oh mY!!Todae IS mY baD daY!! Conflicts!!! HaiZ!! But In thE enD i feeL BetteR wiTh theE consolE of mY friends: CINEAD,JANE,JIE ANNE AND FIONA AND SINDEE and PHILSON
I reallY putting all my turst in the class that's why when things happen i felt very SAd.. And burSt into teArs... MAybE In secOndarY schooL i tOO relieD on mY sIsteR That's whY whEN i In POLY, i FELt LOSt WITHOUt THEIr GUIDe!! HAiZ!! BUt everYthinG haD oveR anD let iT bE mY saD pasT!!

AfteR mY joB oF doinG My PArT oF ProjecT, FIONA called Me, And i WenT cuT mY haiR!! WiTh heR i FelT verY comfortabLE.. I tolD heR waT happEn anD we ChaT loTS Of thinGS!! WAh!! mY frienD!! THat"S wat called fren.. when In need of theM, theY are AlwaS therE for mE!! Not likE otheR ppL onlY knoW hoW tO useD ppl..I hatE thEM thE mosT!!
I maY bE Too HArsH in My worD as I dUn thiNk befoRe I speaK.. But My wOrDS aRE harMless.Sometimes waT i saY IS noT waT i MEaN.. You MAy eveR misunderstooD mY worDs!!

PLs dUn eveR TAke advantage of My trusT, I wIll Be maD!! I maY eveN beaT U up!!

I thiNk i ShouLd rearrangE waT iS frienD, wat IS classmatE anD wat iS casual FrieND.. I todae knoW somethinGS:ClassMAtes arE noT friendS!!

I todaE alsO knoW thaT whO aRE mY truE frenS anD buddieS!!

I also leaRn To BE positive!! I learned thaT whO i concerN for doesn'T meaN TheY wiLL concerN mE bacK.. And nV GivE concerN anyhoW AnD anYmoRE!!

TrusT,conCerN,CAre may in the end hurT you!!

My heaRt IS sO PaiN noW!! My hearT is So colD noW!! NothinG CAn heaL iT!!! excepT YOU!!!


Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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9:49 pm

why whenever we are apart, i feel sad?
why whenever i miss you, i feel sad?
why whenever i saw something that you might like, i feel like buying for you?
i am so confused!!!

I can't hid the feeling for you.
i can't control the feeling i had for you.
I am such a failure!!

Why do people have emotion? Is emotion good for human being?

why are you always appearing in my mind?
why why?
Am i really in love with you?
Nobody can tell me,nor myself.

why i feel like to be close to you?
why i feel like to be with you?
why i feel jealous when you close to other people?

i never know!! cos i am confused about myself and things,people around me!!
Dun ever ask me who this person is..
cos it maybe be no one.
:) /:( /:O /



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9:21 pm

arH!! todae sicK siA.. damn siaN!! goT feveR, 98 degree.. I haTe tO be sicK.. But stIll gO scHooL!! hehee.. I hard workinG Ma!!! hahahaha!!!
yesterdaY wenT moVie with shijia and sindee.. went to waTcH the maid!! erM.. okay la.. quitE nicE onlY.. upon 5 star worth 3 star BA!!! TheN before the movie wanna to take a np during thE advertisment buT sindee ask me not to sleEp.. buT in The end during the movie she herself going to fall aslp!! waTch scary movie will fall aslp!! first time in my lifes hear!! ahahahA!! theN afTeR movie wenT homE!! In thE MRT, I stanD and was able to slp!! ahahaha!! tOO tired LE la!! :0
then got one auntie kept looking at me when slping in the MRT.. stupiD!! arH!!!
straighT afteR mY bath i wenT tO slp!
On moNdaE, eleanor and sindee came to my house for project.. and we ton whole night doing project!! hahaha!! eleanor wresling wIth sindeee.. hahah!! i be refree.. of course eleanor woN!! hahaha!! then when we tickle sindee she struggle.. oucH.. she kick me!! OUCH!! Her strenghT is biG man!!Dun eveR tickle heR again!! trY la!! ahahha!!!


Thursday, August 18, 2005
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11:31 pm

Lives never get better if you are living in your own world.
I hate myself for having the emotion i shoudn't have.
I went into deep thoughtS and i couldn't find what i really want.
What is the thing actually i want!!
Love,True friends,Family Or What!!

I couldn't forget that feeling!!
That unbearable feeling!!
That feeling that make myself feel so small.
What am i?

Lives never get better if thoughts are not sorted up.
Troubling with things that shouldn't be happening in your lives are so idiotic!

Desired for the person you want to be with,
But ended up pain in your heart
Does it worth?
Does this person worth the tear you had shear?
Does this person worth for you to love?
Does this person worth the care and concern you give?
It never know!!

But whenever you miss the person you like.
You just recall the happy times!
But whenever you saw somethings you wouldn't want to see or hear?
You just heard your heart breaks and only yourself could hear.

What is lives about?
I couldn't figure out.
Is it like stay alive, study to get a job,work to get money for living and when retired just relax and old just wait and die?

I will never forget how you treat me and the pain you had caused,even though you doesn't know!!
I will do treasure you no matter who you are to me now!!!

I will never forget thoses people who care,concern and taking care of me!!

What I know is that :i shouldn't leave any regret in my lives!!




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11:27 pm

erM..
todae arH!! whaT a DAY!! HAvinG a LOnG daY.. Wearing a long sleeve shirt and a pair of jean to school..
AftEr scHool wenT foR NE taLk theN wenT tO Tamp Mall wiTh Cinead anD janE!!
HAHAHA!! tooK piCs wiTh CineaD anD janE!! YeaH!! tmL goT summartivE tesT.. haiZ!!!


Sunday, August 14, 2005
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11:58 pm

ErM.. ThiS feW daYs I jusT feeL confuseD anD troubleD!! REallY.. noT becausE Of mY beliEf.. Is mY mum!! ANd ProjecT thingY anD loTS lotS..
Go out onlY= kanA scolD bY mY mum TheN waN tO explaIn on The PhonE.. ShE jusT hanG up.. That tIme I wAs VerY frustuarted>> humpS!!
BuT nVM.. ShE's Mum aftEr aLL.. JusT swallOw My salivE wILl dO le LA!!
I waS troubLed BY quiTe loTS of thingY!! Dun WisH tO releaveD!! only mY besT frienD,JESUS knoWs IT.. AMEN!! YA!!
HAiZ!! sigN siGn SiGn!! No onE actuallY uNderstanD mE...So saD.. SometimES i can"t eveN understanD myselF!! ANd i at tiMeS.. i realY feEl.. NO onE botheR tO caRe anD understaNd mE.. THat"S lonelY bA.. buT i believe My besT frienD JESUS wIll suppoRt mE!! anD wIll blessEd mE,listeN TO TroublEs anD helP mE in GivnG Me thE solutioNS!! AMEN!!


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11:52 pm

WaH hahahA.. TodaE wenT tO CitY harvesT churcH foR thE firsT timE.. Weee... So fuN..
BefoRe mY servicE, My cell groUp leAdeR GavE mE bIblE studY tHen mE anD shIjIa wenT foR beakfasT ..
DuriNg thE servIce , I can REallY feeL thE presenCe OF the Holy SpiriT.. It reallY toucheS mY hearT.. AMEN!!
YA.. theN afteR thaT OuR ceLL grouP wenT foR luncH.. I din EAT.. We Also celebrated BirthdaE foR ouR cell GrouP membEr,tErry.. lEsteR waS a cutE guy, He gavE teRRy somethinG veRY cutE... Too cutE foR terrY tO takE!! IF yoU saw thE gifT u wIll knoW whY!! hahahahA!!!


Monday, August 08, 2005
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11:41 pm

HA!! todae wenT HouganG PLazA wiTh mY clAssmaTeS plae pooL theN mE aNd shijia,SinDee gO bugiS waLK WaLk.. hahahA.. sO happY!!TheN whilE wE werE shoppinG tiffanY caLL mE anD chAt.. So nIce oF hEr!!!
At bugIs i saw loTs oF thinGS that I likE buT nO moneY buY!! Like ThE ADIDAS jacket,some shirt AnD thaT ADIDAS bag!!!haiz.. sO saD!! theN todaE mY baG spoilT!! haiZ.. BAd daY!!!
TheN aftEr walK aT BugiS wE aparT anD wenT homE!!



ErM.. jesuS reallY heaRd mY prayEr anD answeReD.. THks goD...AMEN!!I wIll continuE tO believe in yoU ,JESUS!! ameN!!


Sunday, August 07, 2005
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10:23 pm

YUAN LAI.. My six senSe dIn senSe wronG thinG!! Is TruE abouT me AnD heR!! stIll a distanCe betwEen uS.. Dun leT iT botheR mE!! oR i Will Be verY troubleD!! HAiZZ!! let's NaturE takE iT coUrsE Ba.. THerE's still PPl concerN mE anD caRE abOut mE!!! So Let iT bE!!!
It seeM i am VerY heartless buT that'S i thinK onli!! SomehoW and Some whatever It stIll In mY minD botheriNg mE!!!! hahahahaz!! haiz!! I'm A sensitivE pErsoN.. Wishes my lord hearDS My prayerS.. AmeN!!!


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9:50 pm

TodaE I wenT tO ChurcH servIceS At CitY harvesT ChurcH.TheY arE celeBratinG thEiR 16Th aniversarY aT kallanG inDooR stadiuM!! I waS verY hiGh DurinG thE ServiceS, the sonGs arE greaT aNd i caN feeL thE presencE Of jEsus,My lorD!!AmeN!!
I joiN As A christian.. PPl whO knoW mE wiLL finD iT weirD DaT i chanGEd tO becomE a CHristIan.. ThE reasoN iS thaT JesUs toucH mY hearT.. AMeN!! I believe Jesus anD whaT ThE biblE TeacHEs IS sensiblE!!! PArtlY i saw thE thE baD sidE oF Buddhism.. YaH!! quiTe a DisappoinTmenT.
I nEEd TO thankS philsON tO brinG mE in To city harvesT!!!ThankS!! anD hui ZheN!!(cell grouP Leader)


Friday, August 05, 2005
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9:07 pm

ErM.. ThiS feW daYs I thiNk loTS oF thiNk..LIke FriendshiP,My peferenCes AnD etC.. aNd My BELIEf!!!hAIz!!
luCKy Me ANd My CLASSMAtES tHINgs hAVe SOLvE But SOME hOW i STiLL fEEl THAt THAts sTIll A AwarkarD BetwEEn Us.. MAybE I'M tOO SensitiVe Ba!! haiZ!!


I LOVE MY EVERYTHING.... YEAH!!!



====SweE LenG====
<3 <3 <3 <3



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8:50 pm

hahaHA.. Todae i WenT tO meeT fionA.. ErM.. We TAlK aloT Of thingS.. TheN i realiseD She ONe oF mY truE frienD.. WhY i saId thaT...
Got OnE geR froM mY secondarY schOOl riTe Is heR goD-Sis.. theN lAsT yeaR oR BegininG oF thiS yeaR We GoT contAct wiTh hEr.. TheN shE teLL mE thiS god SiS Of heR saID i'm CutE anD wanteD tO knoW mE!! ThaT tImE I waS verY shockEd anD I thoughT thiS GeR shlD bE looK noT baD!! theN todaE in A arrangEmenT I meT thiS ger!! henG Arh!! luckY dIn knoW thiS geR!! ThkS fionA Din intrO tO me earlieR oR i wIll hatE YoU!! hEhEhE!!
OH yA.. dUn geT thE wronG ideA.. I aM noW a StraighT.. HAHAHA!!!