Thursday, September 29, 2005
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12:02 am
I Am A JerK!!
I knoW!!
CAn't hElP that's Me!!
ONly tO accepT The FAcT..
I'm A failurEr cUm UselEss cuM freaK cuM assHole Cum HelpLess cUm sicKo!!
I knoW!!
Tha'T wHo i am:Swee LenG.
I knoW!!
CAn't hElP that's Me!!
ONly tO accepT The FAcT..
I'm A failurEr cUm UselEss cuM freaK cuM assHole Cum HelpLess cUm sicKo!!
I knoW!!
Tha'T wHo i am:Swee LenG.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
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3:24 pm
At china, My AUNt PLACe!! eVERy IS EAt ONLi!! ANd PLAe WiTH mY AUNt DOG,DUO DUO!!! aEverY daY drinK beeR!! woo Hoo.. nicE!! average a day 1 and the half bottlE.. cooling!!!
EverydaY coLd wateR To bathE!!! wooo!!!!
The publiC toilEt therE.. erK!!! dirty And SmellY!!! I goT loTS oF mosqiTuo bitE... So itchY!!! I gOt tanned aloT tOO.. anD FAT i thinK so!!!
I wIll miSS MY relatIve therE anD thE fooD!! heheheehe!!!
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2:23 pm
MY TRIP TO CHINA
DAY 1,16th sept: I ReacheD XiameN airporT At ard 12p.m..My relatiVe camE anD fetcHeD uS and tOOk a 4hrs Journey tO thE houSE!! On thE journeY there, we went For A luNch.. Wah.. Nice!! yummY!! But the tolieT OMg... ThE weathEr therE wAs Very hoT.. anD thE traffiC there IS horriblE.. RECKLESS DRIVING!!!
DAY 2,17th Sept: WenT tO mY grnadMa tomB.. SOME guys,worker, KnocK oFF The TomB.. At LAsT, Saw The CoffIn.. When takiNg ouT mY granDma,We pUt thE clothEs OUT!! Still IN tacE!! amazIng after 29yearS.. But thE bonE In stIll in thE coffin WitH weT soiL.. thEre"s still some flesH... OMg.. wE staY in thErE sUn foR Like 6 hrs!! HOT ARH!! GOT taNneD!!! Then AfteR thE boNes Got diG ouT!! someonE WasH iT wiTh rice winEs anD TransfeR tO another smaller coffin!! My grandmA SkuLL, tooths, ribs and etc still In ! piecE!!! AnD leFt thE coFFin UndeR thE trEE anD we WenT bacK.. mY nepHew bonEs waS diG oUT tOO anD puT intO a smaller coffin...
SAD!!
DAY 3,18th SepT: EarlY in THE morninG, We wenT bacK to thE olD tomB placE, Got somE guyS carrY mY granDma anD nephew CoffIn AnD walK to thE the new tOMb PLACe!! wE WALK a BIg ROUNd THERe.. TRADITIONALlY... Omg.. The weAther was very hot.. walk for like 15 -20km... wah!! ANd thE nEW tomB placE waS likE aT thE middle Of thE mountain... climB mountaiN.. ARH!!!! tired anD verY hoT!!! AfteR thE rituaL, I thOughT caN taKe coacH bacK, In the end walk back again.. arH!!! another 10-15 km... WHen REached mY aunT placE!! My neck area was like burninG... sun BurnEd!!! OUCH!!! Got tAnned.. But i likE iT!! hehehe...
DAY4,19th sepT: My cousin's wiFe brought Us tO a place where sell whole sales prices..I bought some thinGs for my friends aNd SisteR... SMALL cheaP aNd cutE thinG.. all thE samE buT onli differeNt patterN... heheehe...
DaY 5, 20th sept: mY CousiN's HusbanD broughT Us FoR lunCH At a resturanT. BTW mY his cousIn had passed away!! YummY.. ThE fooD WaS verY nicE!! yUmmY!! a ten course Meal>> bloateD!!! AftEr luncH, hE broughT Us 4 KTV.. Hehehe.. at fiRsT thoughT thE sonGS likE oldiEs!! anD verY olD fashioN but suprisinGlY okaY leH.. quitE new can comPareD!!! hehehe.. At nighT i recieved A mSg froM fionA, STeveN haD passeD waY..MY gdO bro HAD passed away... shockinG newS... SAD!!! i crY!! MY cousIn accompanY mE!! we wenT tO thE rOOf top AnD i tolD her!! I crieD moRE!! LATe aT nighT!! Me, my cousin,rebacca and my broTheR talk and stare at star and we saw shootinG staR!! I praY for mY God bro even he had rised to heaven.. i talk to god.. i pray htat my cousIn tml returned home ,SINGAPORE safe and sound.. i prayEd!! BUt i stIll saD anD regretS daT i can't send Steven the last jouRneY!!!
DAY 6, 21th sept: I calm mY sadness.. mY 2nd cousin, brought us to sight seeing.. after The siGht seeinG, mY aunt nad another relative came and fetch us.. on the way!! Cos thaY wenT tO senD my uncle and his familY to the Airport!! GravinG foR fast fooD sO we wenT to the town to have it.. MACDONALD!! yummY... after dat wenT to my aunT home.. At nighT i suddEnlY thoughT oF steveN.. I cried in the rooM.. i was alone in thE rooM. I prayed to goD... I talK tO him..I know he will answered To mY prayers and help me.. heavenly father answered!! I can feeel his console!!!
DAY 7.22th sepT: lAst Day at china, we wenT to the towN OUrSELf.. wE DIN wANt To BOTHeR OUr RElatIve as thEy nEEd to do business aNd woRk.. At town we shopped!! i boughT i fake nike shoes.. HeheheE!!! and we shopped around.. mY sadness is there buT i Din wanT mY parents to worried for my me.. so i faced Them with Joy!!! ANd we haved KFC!! hehehe!!
DAY 8,23th sept: I wokE uP aT 6a.m anD PrePAreD for thE 4hr car journey to Xiamen airporT.. ouch.. my buttom... paiNED... I slepT thE wholE journEy!! hehehee!!! FinallY reachED the AirpoRT!! I can sEE thaT mY mum CAn'TbeaR to leavE.. Cos her sister is here!! I will missed mY relatives nad mY beloveD aunT.. cos they really treat us very Good... ec=very morning full of food.. evErydaY, Cook For Us Or buy us FOoD.. One day havinG like 3-5 meal.. this time surely FAT!! erK!!! Time TO borad thE planE!! mYmum Hug mY aunT anD we Left!! I know mY mumm IS goinG to cried buT she din.. She ren her tearS!! The air flighT journeY waS 4 hRS.. I sleplT agaiNN another 4 Hrs.. Once i alighT thE aiR planE, I was happY buT also SAD as steven had chu binG le.. i can't send him the last journeY.. I msg my closed frend that i had reaache.. So happy that i recieved PHILSON call.. They came to fetch mE>> so Touched!!! theY send Me Off And fetcH me!! arH.......... Cos i Need To gO homE lE thEn gO mY grannY housE tO fetCh mY doG, mon mon... So I din accompanY anD talk AloT to them, JANIS PHILAON SHAWN AND ARRON!!THANKS GUYS ANiWAe!!
DAY 2,17th Sept: WenT tO mY grnadMa tomB.. SOME guys,worker, KnocK oFF The TomB.. At LAsT, Saw The CoffIn.. When takiNg ouT mY granDma,We pUt thE clothEs OUT!! Still IN tacE!! amazIng after 29yearS.. But thE bonE In stIll in thE coffin WitH weT soiL.. thEre"s still some flesH... OMg.. wE staY in thErE sUn foR Like 6 hrs!! HOT ARH!! GOT taNneD!!! Then AfteR thE boNes Got diG ouT!! someonE WasH iT wiTh rice winEs anD TransfeR tO another smaller coffin!! My grandmA SkuLL, tooths, ribs and etc still In ! piecE!!! AnD leFt thE coFFin UndeR thE trEE anD we WenT bacK.. mY nepHew bonEs waS diG oUT tOO anD puT intO a smaller coffin...
SAD!!
DAY 3,18th SepT: EarlY in THE morninG, We wenT bacK to thE olD tomB placE, Got somE guyS carrY mY granDma anD nephew CoffIn AnD walK to thE the new tOMb PLACe!! wE WALK a BIg ROUNd THERe.. TRADITIONALlY... Omg.. The weAther was very hot.. walk for like 15 -20km... wah!! ANd thE nEW tomB placE waS likE aT thE middle Of thE mountain... climB mountaiN.. ARH!!!! tired anD verY hoT!!! AfteR thE rituaL, I thOughT caN taKe coacH bacK, In the end walk back again.. arH!!! another 10-15 km... WHen REached mY aunT placE!! My neck area was like burninG... sun BurnEd!!! OUCH!!! Got tAnned.. But i likE iT!! hehehe...
DAY4,19th sepT: My cousin's wiFe brought Us tO a place where sell whole sales prices..I bought some thinGs for my friends aNd SisteR... SMALL cheaP aNd cutE thinG.. all thE samE buT onli differeNt patterN... heheehe...
DaY 5, 20th sept: mY CousiN's HusbanD broughT Us FoR lunCH At a resturanT. BTW mY his cousIn had passed away!! YummY.. ThE fooD WaS verY nicE!! yUmmY!! a ten course Meal>> bloateD!!! AftEr luncH, hE broughT Us 4 KTV.. Hehehe.. at fiRsT thoughT thE sonGS likE oldiEs!! anD verY olD fashioN but suprisinGlY okaY leH.. quitE new can comPareD!!! hehehe.. At nighT i recieved A mSg froM fionA, STeveN haD passeD waY..MY gdO bro HAD passed away... shockinG newS... SAD!!! i crY!! MY cousIn accompanY mE!! we wenT tO thE rOOf top AnD i tolD her!! I crieD moRE!! LATe aT nighT!! Me, my cousin,rebacca and my broTheR talk and stare at star and we saw shootinG staR!! I praY for mY God bro even he had rised to heaven.. i talk to god.. i pray htat my cousIn tml returned home ,SINGAPORE safe and sound.. i prayEd!! BUt i stIll saD anD regretS daT i can't send Steven the last jouRneY!!!
DAY 6, 21th sept: I calm mY sadness.. mY 2nd cousin, brought us to sight seeing.. after The siGht seeinG, mY aunt nad another relative came and fetch us.. on the way!! Cos thaY wenT tO senD my uncle and his familY to the Airport!! GravinG foR fast fooD sO we wenT to the town to have it.. MACDONALD!! yummY... after dat wenT to my aunT home.. At nighT i suddEnlY thoughT oF steveN.. I cried in the rooM.. i was alone in thE rooM. I prayed to goD... I talK tO him..I know he will answered To mY prayers and help me.. heavenly father answered!! I can feeel his console!!!
DAY 7.22th sepT: lAst Day at china, we wenT to the towN OUrSELf.. wE DIN wANt To BOTHeR OUr RElatIve as thEy nEEd to do business aNd woRk.. At town we shopped!! i boughT i fake nike shoes.. HeheheE!!! and we shopped around.. mY sadness is there buT i Din wanT mY parents to worried for my me.. so i faced Them with Joy!!! ANd we haved KFC!! hehehe!!
DAY 8,23th sept: I wokE uP aT 6a.m anD PrePAreD for thE 4hr car journey to Xiamen airporT.. ouch.. my buttom... paiNED... I slepT thE wholE journEy!! hehehee!!! FinallY reachED the AirpoRT!! I can sEE thaT mY mum CAn'TbeaR to leavE.. Cos her sister is here!! I will missed mY relatives nad mY beloveD aunT.. cos they really treat us very Good... ec=very morning full of food.. evErydaY, Cook For Us Or buy us FOoD.. One day havinG like 3-5 meal.. this time surely FAT!! erK!!! Time TO borad thE planE!! mYmum Hug mY aunT anD we Left!! I know mY mumm IS goinG to cried buT she din.. She ren her tearS!! The air flighT journeY waS 4 hRS.. I sleplT agaiNN another 4 Hrs.. Once i alighT thE aiR planE, I was happY buT also SAD as steven had chu binG le.. i can't send him the last journeY.. I msg my closed frend that i had reaache.. So happy that i recieved PHILSON call.. They came to fetch mE>> so Touched!!! theY send Me Off And fetcH me!! arH.......... Cos i Need To gO homE lE thEn gO mY grannY housE tO fetCh mY doG, mon mon... So I din accompanY anD talk AloT to them, JANIS PHILAON SHAWN AND ARRON!!THANKS GUYS ANiWAe!!
Monday, September 12, 2005
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10:49 pm
SaturdaY Is mY CousIn weddIng DaY!! wenT for hiS diNNer.. I worE a blacK shirT and A jeaN anD a leaTheR shoes!!! looK sO gooD.. Wahahaa... TheN afteR thE dinner, My parentS,my firsT & secOnD,xiao aunT and mY cOusIn wenT to Club at golD dusT(orchaRd)!! So CooL maN... I ordEr WhiskY soDa... AT the weddinG i DranK a cup RED winE!! That RED onE waS gooD!! I loVe IT!!
A verY cooL thinG waS thaT i DanCe wiTh mY secOnD aunT On thE danCE flOoR!! Wahahaha..
ShE damN cooL.. saluTE!!! If SundaY noT nEEd gO serviceS i thinK i won'T havE staY wiTh mY xiaO aunT anD drinK morE!!! Woo Hooo!!
SIMPLY LovE DrinK anD gEt higH..(proviDed GoT $$$) COS i caN forgEt EVErythinGs!!!
StIll can"t GeT ovEr iT!!! I MUST!!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
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3:30 pm
Erm...
YesterDAy NighT reallY happY!! MY brotheR b'daE anD i chaT online wiTh Mrs CheonG!! :)
I alsO chaT wiTh mY classmatEs abouT chaleT stuFF!! I caN saY thiS time wiLL be fUn BA!!! HOPE so!! Wahaha..
I also diD talk On phOne wiTh eleanoR alot of thingS.. ONli me and her know.. MOUTH SEALED.... IS like waT she say tO me and Wat mY otherS fren Say to mE is DiffferenT!MaybE The different I still Wat I'am!! thks eleanoR!! i did told heR about how i FelT and How ConfuseD i am.. Wat I caN saY i Am sucH a failurE!!! A reaL onE!!! HOPE I will noT thinK animorE and Just FORGEt about iT.. JUST GIVING UP!!!! I CAN I CAN I CAN......... HOPE SO!!!!
PASTOR ROGER you are my idiol.. REALLy!! you can Give Ur PAST lives and be wat u are now!! HOPE i can Too..
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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1:46 pm
Hahahahaa.... So happy.. :D
TodaY, i wenT to mY house there De tampines mart to take away my lunch..
Guess Wat.. I saw My favourite teacher cum my secondary form teacher,MRS CHEONG....
I tok to her alot of thingy.. but wat make me happy is dat i saw her and brought me back mani happy memories me and my ex-classmate had spend good TIMES with her. She also help me alot when i'm in secondary school.. esp the times when something bad happen to my family.. she's was there for me and she willing to lend me her listening ear and also her encouragement... thanks MRS CHEONG..
To Mrs cheong onli:
Cher!!!!! :D if you got MSN messager Add me in contact.. My email address is opps_1987s@yahoo.com.sg.This email also can add in friendster.
[Thanks you] din have chance to say this word to you when on teacher's day!!! And belated HAPPY TECACHER DAY!! =D And when mY birthdae is coming i will msg you again and you must come k... MUST!!! :) HOPE you in school teaches happily and god bless you.. cos godly father loves his children(US)... When our church move to EXPO i inform you.. come join us!!
From your lovely student: Swee leng :)
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1:39 pm
I love you holy spirit
You captivated my soul and everyday i grow to love you more.
I am reaching for your heart
You hold my whole lifes in your hand
Drawign me closer to you
I feel your power in you
Nothing compare to this place(City Harvest Church) where i can see you face to face
I worship you
Is spiritual and is true
I love you lord!!!!<3
Song lyrics From Cross CD, One of my favourite song.
You captivated my soul and everyday i grow to love you more.
I am reaching for your heart
You hold my whole lifes in your hand
Drawign me closer to you
I feel your power in you
Nothing compare to this place(City Harvest Church) where i can see you face to face
I worship you
Is spiritual and is true
I love you lord!!!!<3
Song lyrics From Cross CD, One of my favourite song.
Friday, September 02, 2005
. ♥ LYRICS FROM KOREAN SONG!!
9:52 pm
My Love For You Fills My Heart.
I Am Willing To Scarifices Anything For You.
I Will Pick The Star In The Sky And Put It On tO Your Hand.
For The Sake Of You,I willing Do Anything For You.
I Am Willing To Scarifices Anything For You.
I Will Pick The Star In The Sky And Put It On tO Your Hand.
For The Sake Of You,I willing Do Anything For You.
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9:45 pm
Thursday, September 01, 2005
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12:02 am
I dUn waNnt tO loVe YoU.
I waN t tO forGeT yoU!!
I belieVe GOD will Hear My prayeRs.
I belieVe I can.
Is So paIn tO love Some1.
I wanT dUn wanT anY feelinGS!!
I hatE thaT feElinG oF missinG you,ThinkIng of You, worrY for You, caring for You and MOst Loving You.
No matteR waT I wiLL be therE 4 U!!
I nV RegreT of loving any1 in mY lives.
ARH!!! can't stop thinK oF yoU!!!
Help Me!! HelP mE!!!
ARH!! Arh!!!
I waN t tO forGeT yoU!!
I belieVe GOD will Hear My prayeRs.
I belieVe I can.
Is So paIn tO love Some1.
I wanT dUn wanT anY feelinGS!!
I hatE thaT feElinG oF missinG you,ThinkIng of You, worrY for You, caring for You and MOst Loving You.
No matteR waT I wiLL be therE 4 U!!
I nV RegreT of loving any1 in mY lives.
ARH!!! can't stop thinK oF yoU!!!
Help Me!! HelP mE!!!
ARH!! Arh!!!