JUST SO SIMPLE

I reaD shiJIa ANd sinDee bloG!! Aft ReadinG i felT i theN realIsed TheY are sO vexed and troubleD.. SO hearT pain for them afTer readinG their bloG!! I sms Sindee and show mY concerN for heR!! TAKE care My frenz.. Love ya all!!


To alaN:
HAPPY B'DAE BUDDY!! 18th le!! yeah..LegaL age le!!

I checK in SAF changi ChaleT On 21th noV..Got lots of thinGs tO do siA.. WenT to buY thinGs from SING SONG and shop and save..
22th noV: Went sch as usual.Then afteR sch, my dad Drive mE bacK To chaleT!! Then wenT back chalet, My DAD hELP me fried bEE hooN while my mum help mE fried chix winG!!
YummY!! Then at ARd 8 plus,wee Yang and My others churcH frenz came to celebrate My'dae.. StupiD wee Yang propose To mE(fakE). MakE mE sO shocked AnD Shy!! I Like thE presenT theY senD mE..Thks.. me jessie shawn and wee yang we all play mahjong till quite late like 3 4.then wee and shawn watch soccer till like 4 plus then i ask my bro to send them home and me and marcus(cousin) and bro went to monkey and fetch my aunts.theN we went market to buy thingS
23th:Woo Hoo!! ,mY b'daE.. I din go scH in ThE morning Cos i couldn"t wakE up!! haha..But wenT for tutorIal in The AfterNoon.Got Lots of wishes From mY freNZ. That nighT my b'daE oh mY!! I kanA sha BO.. Ten eggs and cake and orande juice plus chilli was oN me!! thKs To mY bro,cousiN anD freNZ... After wash up,my sis help me make up.fiona was damn shockeD.haha..then vivian appear.. i quIcklY buttoN my jeans jacket!! ShE look prettY!! woo!! theN we wenT clubbinG at devils bar and mo mo!! I DrinK tiLL vomiT.. ERk!!!!
24th: ChecKed ouT from chaleT!! Din gO scH cos too tireD.PaulinE came my house and we chat on mY beD!! THen afteR pauline lefT i realisEd i Forget to bring BaK mY chargeR froM chalet.. Oh nO.. i called and went down to get it back!!AnD slpT whole daY!!HEHEHE

Erm..
HAiz..
Tml goinG shOppinG wiTh jiE!! dUn knOW waT kinD oF toP she woulD suggesT mE to buY.. buT verY haPPy that we tWo go out together!!!! theN oN thuRS goInG tO dyE mY haiR>> wOO hOO!!!
TodaY saw cineaD anD we talk LOts abouT me her AnD janE.. hahaha.. She kneW abOUt It lE...
REallY hopE aLl my sO calLeD fren wiLl comE anD celEbratE mY b'dae.. First time mY owN b'dae chalet.. like alwaS Is Sec class de Like onlY goT me and alan anD wei jIE b'dae celebatrioN together!! hehehe..





THINGS alwAS gone ouT weLL inThe enD buT betweeN thE trouble or wateveR is so painfuL experiencE For mE!! I likE tO bE happIe alwas ANd smilE anD laugH!!! I be WiTh mY frenZS........

HAiz.. these few days, fri,sat,sun can saY reallY sad,happy, disappointed,hurt/painful and angRy...
FrI, i qaurell with sindee sia.. felt hurt and heart breaking.. then i went drink with nicH(fiona stead) then i abit drunk and went to anne jie chalet.. but luvky when went there not so drunk le la... then later my jie b'dae,iwe celebrated her B'daE buT i bu zhi hong dai went used cake make her.. but the CelebratioN was veR fun and happy but somehoW the quarelled still in mY heaRt anD minD!!
sat, WakE uP le wenT play mahjonG.. whole daY plaY mahjonG anD black jacK.. In thE enD i woN likE 30 BucKS.. ahaha.. recovered My yAn and cab fare.. hahaha... then knows lots of my JiE fren and found alan"s stead kes.. she cute sia her.. her voices and everything.. very nice girl and gald my buddy alan got himself a nice stead...
Sun, haiz.. nothing to do sia.. just me and jie.. but in the end me jie and my parents went for dinNer .. the very first time.. but how wish my mei pauliNe was there.. like a faMilY.. wahahaha....
but can't stay until ryan there then i leave.. sad sia...
I 'am disappointed that wat sindee said and being hurt.. i was angry that i went drinking.. but from this i know i have lots of friend there for me.. esp jie,mei,fiona and jane.... but how wish i alwas at the drunk state.. hehehe.. that's all...

HAiZ.. so sian xia..NothinG tO dO aT aLL.. So thoughT Of writinG mY bloG!!
TodaE arH.. wenT bugiS wiTh SindEE.. She aCCompaNy mE gO buY presenT foR mY sister,Anne jIe.. And AlsO gO finD fionA..
i felt so funnY wheN saw her expressioN witH me.. IS like shE noT haPPy at aLL.. I wanteD to ask heR buT dUn darE.. But in thE end i asK her.. theN i knoW whY..
HAiz.. felT so saD wheN i found the reasoN.. VerY loR..
At leasT i knoW hOw shE felT and the waY shE looK aT mE!! thinKinG oF distanCe heR agaiN buT don'T waN tO hurT her leH.. i thinK jusT leT thE natuRe takE it's CoursE... HAiZ...
I alsO TolD hEr ABt HEr DREss CODe.. ScarEd hurT heR feelinG!!AnD shE tolD mE aboUt she wILL xxxxxx(SECRET) ...lateR on wheN she Told me the reasON, We chaT aloT.. buT dUn knoW whethEr is she fake It Out bEinG happIE OR Is TrutH!! ThiS maY sounDs hurtinG tO heR buT ThiS is how I feeL... WhY!?WhaT On earTh Is happenING tO mE!!! ThIs is waT i deservE beinG aBNormaL!!!
HAiZ.. TodaE IS noT mY daY.. HeaRd sucH hurtinG reasoN anD the time beinG togethEr with Sindee when she so noT happiE anD troubleD and uncomfortabLe!! Now felt abiT sad anD abit uncomfortable!! sAD SAD xia.. I thoughT everythinG anD misunderstanD oR watEveR HAd oveR buT i don'T thinK sO!!




BeinG abnormaL iS nOt wronG buT someHow ppL despicE yoU!!!ThiS is the mosT hurtinG thinG!!! I wannA chanGE buT there"S stiLL nO some1 tO leT mE change whaT i'am Now!!! MAybE The LAsT hearT breakinG iS a reaL bloW tO mE!! I thiNk i wIll bE alrighT!!!
No one wIll UnderstaNd mE anD how i'am thinKinG anD felT!! So saD !! (weeP weeP)
*soBs soBS

erM.. Din bloG like feW weeKS le.. Cos busY workinG.. anD nothing to writE mucH..
At Work placE,i met a collgue,sven,andfound her damn nice loR.. and we verY clicK.. i tOld her abouT me and she told me too.. erH.. now we not onli collgue but frenZ!!
Yesterday and todae i hang up with Sindee.. I felt guilty when she good to me.. aNd she thinK i alwas treaT her lor.. No loR.. But somehoW i scare She mighT misunderstand me agaiN.. I may be cold to her but my heart and mind noT.. so if it hurts you When i treaT u Cold, pls forgIvE me k.. Cos i dun mean iT!! I tolD heR waT i felT buT there'S some thinG in My mInd and feelings in mE.. Dun wiSh tO releaved tO her lA.. Cos may hurt her!! so noT tellinG anionE!!!
REallY happiE hanG ouT wiTh hEr buT felt funny when we goT silenT momenTS alsO la.. AbiT gaN ka.. HAha.. Like nO waH tI.. So havE To thinK oF onE.. maybe I felt abit funny wiTh her so i shY shY loR!! hehehe.. I tOO mucH of a thinkEr lE!!
Ivan being not coming Sch For likE 2 days lor.. damn worRy loR!! buT aT leasT goT hIs nes as we called hiS house.. now he still alive and noT quiting scH sO i felT mucH more relieve.. IvaN arh.. need help from US jusT saY k.. Dun BE shY>> we Will helP u de.. takE carE oF uR hanD k.. anD dun ever Go intO illegaL thinGy..
May GOD bless EverY1 arD mE!!!


LOVE YA ALL!!!