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Thursday, November 10, 2005
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10:54 pm

HAiZ.. so sian xia..NothinG tO dO aT aLL.. So thoughT Of writinG mY bloG!!
TodaE arH.. wenT bugiS wiTh SindEE.. She aCCompaNy mE gO buY presenT foR mY sister,Anne jIe.. And AlsO gO finD fionA..
i felt so funnY wheN saw her expressioN witH me.. IS like shE noT haPPy at aLL.. I wanteD to ask heR buT dUn darE.. But in thE end i asK her.. theN i knoW whY..
HAiz.. felT so saD wheN i found the reasoN.. VerY loR..
At leasT i knoW hOw shE felT and the waY shE looK aT mE!! thinKinG oF distanCe heR agaiN buT don'T waN tO hurT her leH.. i thinK jusT leT thE natuRe takE it's CoursE... HAiZ...
I alsO TolD hEr ABt HEr DREss CODe.. ScarEd hurT heR feelinG!!AnD shE tolD mE aboUt she wILL xxxxxx(SECRET) ...lateR on wheN she Told me the reasON, We chaT aloT.. buT dUn knoW whethEr is she fake It Out bEinG happIE OR Is TrutH!! ThiS maY sounDs hurtinG tO heR buT ThiS is how I feeL... WhY!?WhaT On earTh Is happenING tO mE!!! ThIs is waT i deservE beinG aBNormaL!!!
HAiZ.. TodaE IS noT mY daY.. HeaRd sucH hurtinG reasoN anD the time beinG togethEr with Sindee when she so noT happiE anD troubleD and uncomfortabLe!! Now felt abiT sad anD abit uncomfortable!! sAD SAD xia.. I thoughT everythinG anD misunderstanD oR watEveR HAd oveR buT i don'T thinK sO!!




BeinG abnormaL iS nOt wronG buT someHow ppL despicE yoU!!!ThiS is the mosT hurtinG thinG!!! I wannA chanGE buT there"S stiLL nO some1 tO leT mE change whaT i'am Now!!! MAybE The LAsT hearT breakinG iS a reaL bloW tO mE!! I thiNk i wIll bE alrighT!!!
No one wIll UnderstaNd mE anD how i'am thinKinG anD felT!! So saD !! (weeP weeP)
*soBs soBS