Tuesday, December 27, 2005
haiz!! :(ChristMAs IS a dreadful daY For mE!! I recieveD a VrY bad n Sad news from some1 who i treasure alot aft lots of thing.. But MAybe it mayBe a gD news to two of us!! endinG our mIserabLe!! I MAYbe Shld haV listen to My DEAR,fiona!! MAYBE!!
MAkinG a Fool Out oF mYselF!! buT afT christmas evE afT i goT "high" I realised Who r thosE whO treasure My as fren AnD treaT mE as freN!!
MAybe I thiNk too Much buT thosE whO knoW me shlD know i'M a PersON whO Put everythIng behinD buT frenshIp infronT de.. SO is a vry WAH PIANG news to me la!!I tolD SVEN n DEAR about It anD mY mum!! they advised me la and alsO goT scolding from mY dad N mum Becos i drinK hehehe!! I alsO promIse DEAr i will accompany her on New Year So i be fetching her from work at 6.. PROMISE won't fan ni fei ji!! AFt One nighT of tears RollinG down mY cheek I makE a decisioN whicH iS to GIVE up anD walk awaY!! very sorrie to say iT cos it being thrice(i thinK) dat I got hurt!!MAYbe There's A reasOn whicH i dUn noe whY buT i thinK i wIll sticK to iT ba!! BETTER for mE n 4 u ba!!
BUT in my heart N minD,i still CARE whetheR u r OK mA & R u FINE & R u ... I will hiDe all this!! I wiLL forGet every sadness!! BUT i surely know 1 thinG whicH is I din regreT knowiN YOU!! Cos U brought HAPPY memoments n memories iN my lives!! NORMAL frenz wo zou bu dao COS i believe AFt so much thinG it will affect!! HOPE U READ THIS!! ONLI JIA SVEN & DEAR will know e whole story and help me keep all e whole story as a secret!! AND thks for being my listener n sercet keeper!! WILL repaY u all one day!! A new ME is coming on the way!! BUt my principle and rulez will be the same!! PLS tell me when u think I shldn't wat or wat!! i wan to change better also change emotionless and heartless!! TO ALL MY FRENZ & BUDDIES & SISTER:thks for the care u all did for me!!AND tolerATe mY RUBbiSH sms on christmas!! i will be changeD but remember one thing i'm still the sweeleng AKA sharon u all know!!
--- DUI BU QI
--- WO HAI SHI WO