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ErM.. this IS mY new Blog skiN.. NuruL heLP Me de!!thks nuruL!!
Nice ma!! HEHEHE.. i choose de..

Now waItinG in lAb for mY nMM lessoN!! erM.. so i ChAnge lor.. hehehe

ZHEN DE HAO XIANG NI!! BEI ZAI WO SHENG BIAN BU YAO ZHOU!!!

YesteRdaY is a verY happY ocassIon mY Classmate,eleanor and My fren KES b'dae..
So haPPy for them aNd held a small celebratioN for theM!!

afT Nmm written test, eleanor and the class clicks we went to ting tai feng To eaT.. iT was eleanor TreaT!! Then afT makaN, derricK anD danieL saY theY gOinG toliET buT actuallY theY wenT tO buY a CakE foE eleanOR.. I wAs supriseD as it was noT plaNneD!! eleanoR was touchEd.. then we we wenT for shoppinG!! I boughT a jeans and a t-shirt..

Then in the evevinG i wenT shoppinG wiTh mY mum, she boughT Herself a pants, three shoe and i bought her a bLack hangbag.And i got myself a nike sport bra and a bLack shoe to fit my formal wear.

aft shopping with my mum, i went town to meet hai yuan and his gF.we slack until 1030 to wait fOr pauline mei and ivY to knock oFF to head to a KTV pub to celebrate KES B'dae.CaN saY This CeleBration got happy,angry,sadness.. It should be a GREAT ocassIon de.. but haiz..

HAppY: IT is because it is KES b'dae And we enjoY ourselves very much, i had chivas coke and red wine. and we play her with the cake.. i took pics of her kana the cake and video it!! I realised i liKe to video ppL!! heehee!! she iS so funnY and a verY cuTe persoN..Very glad To KNow Her!!

Sadness: Ivy is leavinG, she going back to m'sia, even thought i just know her for like 2 months i can feel the unbear to her leaving. she reaLLy a verY nice and friendlY and socialabe persON.IN thE end, me kes anne jie pauline mei and ivY we cried.. they plaNNed To go CHINA BLACK tis comin Wed buT i really can"t gO.. haiz.. I think yesterdaY is thE lasT daY i saW ivY lE.. weeP wEeP!!

AngrY: ALAN la.. NoT understanding at all.. but things already over so dun taLk no more but i know he care for KES ma.. his beloved GF ma!! haha!! let it be bygone bA!!

Tis friday FionNa is leaving!! :( why is evrybody leaving.. maybe aft this semsteR i will have two fren leaving me again.. sad la...

While i'm enjoying myself i heardIng anD singinG some songs aNd i suddeNly reminD me of some1. Make me feel so missthis persoN and wanT to See her at thAt moMent and heard the voice and share the joy with me..Oh YA.. some ppl in the PUB sing guan dao zhi lian, oh mY they sing like sucks lor.. spoilT the song. i think me and dee that time sing better than them by mani mani Tmes lor.. they sing like chicken screaming lor..

AT the celebration took lots of pics, but is ivy usinG My hP!! but nvM la!! fren mA!! IVY musT come back s'pore K.. I wiLL miss U de!!

HAO XIANG NI.. KE SHI WO MEN BU NENG ZAI XIANG YI QIAN YI YANG LE!! WO HEN MING BAI!!

Oh.. Tml havinG nMM tesT.. Erm.. siaNz arH!! tmL mY daY is PAckED..
Aft Nmm writteN tesT goinG tO dO Nmm project WiTh Jia then going out with My muM tO get shoes then at night GoinG tO celebratE KES b'dae.. She invite Me.. Unexpected thaT she RemembeR me!! hehehe..
TodaY actuallY waN Go ouT wiTh mY mum De bUt cos raininG SpoliT The mOOd so in thE enD Din gO ouT aT all.. sLP loR theN tonighT chEong For Nmm.. 25% WoR!! mux REally studY no moRe slacK le..
I waN a LAptop.. REallY.. HOPE my mum get onE foR me.. I wan a compac de.. hehehe.. the white one with 1.86ghz.. I WAN I WAN!!!

DUn know leH i feeL no good now, DUn knoW whY!! FeeL like vent OuT!! I thinK i know is wat le!! erM... AiyA.. think so much also No useD!! no moRe longeR the same le la.. BETTEr dun think le..
How wiSh wat I wan can ActuaLLy come TruE!! esP THIS THING.Wan to know.. hahaha.. secreT!!! BLAHz!!!

i KNOW U WILL READ MY BLOG:PLS TAG AFT READING ABT HOW U FELT.esP LAST second paragraph.IS for U onlY!!

YesteRdaY,She AsK mE reaD heR bloG so I reaD durinG NMM.AfteR readinG I felT abiT losT coS I dUn hoW To answeR heR bacK buT aft aWhilE I felT happY i alsO dUN knoW whY!! MaybE I KnoW ShE TakE ThiS freNshIP seriousLy bA sO i felT happY.. HEHE!! OnE wholE daY I fEEl in gOoD mooD!! WheN shE's In nEt I taLk To heR and told her hOw i fElT anD AbT betWeeN us, in The enD we arE ok.

TodaY I haVe CoMM skill aT 12pm to 1245pm lucKy shE smS me otherwisE I Be latE... Aft ComM skiLL i wenT tO finD Her(she hav french AT 8am-10am.waited long xia) and havE luncH at Bus parK!! We haV westerN fooD.as usuaL shE haV fisH n Chip.afT finishEd fooD i ask Her wHetheR wan dRink she said she dUn wan But in ThE enD i still boughT heR ice MILO!! hehe!!
TheN i wenT tO pUff alonE,Then I wenT booKshoP to Buy sweeT anD i saW the de chocolate she like so I boughT foR her n gave her!!

But afT scH,at buS stOp i saw AlvIna and jane sO i wenT to talk To theM and alvinA sk mE "whY i wiTh heR?" i replY: She mY freN wat! whY can'T be wiTh her!!
Bus 8 camE anD we two aboarD the buS,we both alighT at the Oppsite saFra bus stop cos i take 28 she take 168(woodland).On the bus8 she return me the money for the choco and i wasn't happy cos it was meant to give her and yet she return me moneY so i return her.at The bus stop we are like kids Like playing CATching.both of us insist take the $.But iN The enD,I won!she tooK bacK the $.WheN i was In the Bus28,i sms her anD teLL her to keep The choco.She sms back and tolD me she overheard wat alivina said n she was hurt.AT the momenT i wanted To call alvina and kan her but i din.i reply her sms.And i was noT verY happY and can saY i shoWinG mY tempER.But I sms her To soRRy la!! i dun wan becos of alvina words we became like pervious like that.i HATE it,very!!i WAS VERY HAPPY TODAY BEFORE THE SMS THINGY!

From manY thinGs happEn in mY livES i learN to saY sOrrY..ThosE whO knoW mE lonG knoW thaT de pasT me dUn saY soRRy dE.i thinK shE's The onlY one I saY the moSt soRRy ba!! haha!!

ActuallY i seT my alarM aT 930 cos i scarEd she might SMs me and mighT asK me gO scH eaRlY tO accompanY her buT shE open heR mouH so I din saY ouT alsO, If i saY out lIke i bu yao lian!!In the End i wenT to SLp..Bo bIan I pIG ma.alwaS sLP!!Ended nearLy late for scH!! ooPS!!

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I SAYING THIS WHETHER U HAPPY NOT I STILL WAN TO SAY THIS OUT!:
i WAN TO BE FREN WITH U IS MY CHOICE,WHETHER IT WORK OUT ANOT IN THE FUTURE, I STILL TREAT U AS MY FREN NOW.WE HAV ACTUALLY BREAK MOST OF THE ICE WALL AND I DUN WAN BECOS OTHER PPL SAY SOMETHINGS, THE ICE WALL IS REBUILD.i TREAT U GOOD/NICE IS THAT U ARE MY FREN AND IT COMES FROM MY HEART.THERE'S NO INTENTION BACK IT OR WAT!! i DUN CARE WAT OTHER PPL SAY ABOUT U,I TRUST MY FEELING AND I TRUST U R NOT THOSE KIND OF PPL.IF U MIND WAT OTHER PPL ESP MY FRENZ SAY THEN I DUN SEE THE POINT WE R FREN AGAIN.U UNDERSTAND WAT I MEAN!! & i hope AFTER TODAY WE WON'T BE LIKE AFTER E QUARRELL BECOS OF ALVINA'S WORDS.

NOT BLAMING ALVINA AT ALL,I KNOW SHE CARE FOR ME!!MAYBE AT THE MOMENT I RECIEVED THE SMS LA.now?no!!!

ErM..
TodaY WenT ouT wiTh fionnA, xiao bai and my sis!! Went makaN at BAB noodle and went to marina square MAC sit down talk!! haiZ.. SAD sia.. Fionna going back AUST le on 27th jan.. really dun bear To sEE her leaVe agaiN.. The next Time seeing her Will BE dec.. One yeaR leh.. HAIZ.. but we took pics as memorieS.. YEAH!! I tolD tHeM lots abOUT my poly thinGy and theY wiLL verY gD listeners.. thKS LOTS.. MIssEs ThosE dayS in NASS.. we hanG out togetheR and havE loTS of lamES anD fun.. VerY Miss the dayS when I verY "NAUGHTY".. hehehe
Then AfTER THAt wenT chinaTowN witH my siS and JIe fU.. wenT walk waLK..On the waY there, I sms wronG persON,insteaD oF mY mum I smS shijiA!! oops!!
But overAll todaY i'am verY happY.. VerY!! Hope everYdaY is like thiS.. I beinG verY happY!!


WannA saY thiS ouT: noT i Cold tO U is i dun KNow wat to TaLK.. Bt i can see W/o me as ur fren u R still the same.. SO i thinK NothinG chanGes anywaE!! But Still MisseS thosE daYS wHen We arE cloSE!!!
HOPE one day i like mY goD bro steveN like dat.. But W/o WorrIes and RegreT anD jusT lefT this more sadNess and happy place.. MAybe i wiLL be haPPy wiTh mY granDpA bA!!!
WhY is evErY boDy thinKinG thaT U take me AS grantED oR advanage!! I dUn thinK so ba!! I'M i ritE??

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我

ErM..
This few daYS is lIke verY hard To LivE on!! cOS tryinG to AccepT lotS facts!! But nOw i verY ok!!
But afT all the thinkinG ,i happier.I thiNk i too PettY le BA!! But seeing Me And Her getting quite gooD i feel happY.. One sentence tO me iS verY importAntL: the person u care Is not Just carinG but when the persOn is HAppY u Are HAppY TOO!!

HaiZ..M0NdAy NItE FALL DOWn From THE lORRY, nOw my leg and StomacH g0T blue BlacK!! PAIN ARH!!

WonderinG whethEr i can Be alWaS happiE ma!! Haiz.. better Dun thinK tOO mucH la!!

-------------Lee.S.Leng----------- =D

i said I Sort evrythiNg out buT it isn't truE! I stIll in thE saD mooD!! I tryinG to ForgeT evrythinG includinG you And the past!
I'm Too softhearteD, I shlD continueD tO stanD aT mY staNd.. I shlDn't folloW mY hearT N minD!! In the end i ended up SADNESS!!
ForgetIng a persOn IS verY haRD!!ForgetIng thE feeLing is mOre haRd thAN i thinK!!I reaLLy need A fren or whoeveR now tO accompAny ME!! WheneveR i thoughT bacK anD U, mY teaRS kepT rollinG dowN my cheeK!! MAYBE i have TOO mucH tearS ba!! HAHA!!
AlivNa IS riTe abOut U!! verY ritE!! Can I be bacK to NormaL!?! I have beeN slpless these few nites!! maybE i tOO muCh a ThinkER!!
I caN see WithouT mE aS Ur freN U arE still E samE!! It makE no DiFF!!

I'am Very SAD!! dun know why.. maybe still bothering about friendship stuff!! I told myself to be strong to forget evrything!! but in the end i failed.. but i know lots of ppl cares for me.. even my cher!! but she dun even care!!

I told my dear,fionA i will not contact her i will nv ever get close to her her back,i ever throw abit of temper.. but i still so softhearted.. Nearly want to contact her her but luckily i din.. i shld end here.. REALLY!! i can't stand stupid feelin and her in my mind.. still care about her!! haiz.. si xin bu gai..

My bro read my blog and knew what happen, i know he wanted to ask more but i refused to say out!! This time round i must really open my eyes big big and choose correct fren le.. I did wan to try to drunk myself so i can forget but i know is not a solution so i gave up of this silly idea!!And becos of drinking i lost a gd fren!!

Now is 1241am, this afternOOn going to face her.. really duN know how to react!! jane u musT come for microeconomic lecture so i can sit with u and ur baby!! i dun wan to face her.. i duN have di courage!! i looK fierce and strong and tough but this time i so timid.. haha.. like a chicken!! so shame of myself.. really dun know how to face her!!

PLeasE My classmates if u all saw something werid going on pls dun ask, if i'm in gd mOOd i may reject nicely if i'am in bad mood, u suan lor!!

i dun wan to like a dog, after vomit out evrything and eat back.Means return to the past. i dun wan likei wa sin sec sch, abit abit show my unhappiness abit abit agure abit abit fight.. i dun wan i also dun wan open mouth close mouth all vulgar words.. i dun wan at all!! i really wan to change for good not bad!! I really wanna give it a try!!

REALLy hope i can find some1 i love and the person love me too so i can tell this person evrythinG. not like now, keeping lots of things in my mind.. my head is gona to burst like freak...