JUST SO SIMPLE

tOday, i ask DanieL abT the Chalet, in the end the FinAl deciSion Is That we HAve a chalEt at Aloha lOyaNg!! EAcH persOn 20 BuckS.. We gettinG the CheapesT!! hehee.. Now I havE 12 PPl confriM wiTh me.. And this time rounD i thinK I can PreapreD A feasT for MY beloveD classMAte!! Cos got extrA casH.. hahaha!! dUn woRRy GUys/GAls I won:t pockeT iT de.. TRUST me.. hehehe..

I havE A phonE taLK wiTh eleaNor and We chattEd For like got 2 hours bA.. I think So!! we TALK lOts!! We taLK abOut gerS thinGS,our MUM and NYP thinGys... lots man!! so happY talKinG to Her.. while taLKinG i hearD mY ah mOn barKing so I wenT to Find HIm in the end he is hte rooM And the Door IS cloSe coS I forgeT he IS in the rooM slpInG.. I fastEr get him out the rooM and Give hiM a huG and SayAng..

I think Tml I wiLL contacT ezreN To asK him Out.. I ThinK I goT aT leasT a YeaR dIn geT To sEE him lE!! sO misS Him.. And I remeMbeR how He doTes ME whEN i WORKInG WItH hiM!!

tML bE GOIng OUt WItH My DEAR,fIONa, and others to gaTheR.. RealLy miss her and My ganGs!! I tiHinK nitE timE goinG cheonG ba.. ThinK tO chIll ouT onlY.. abiT siCk oF cLubbinG.. ThinkinG asK noR anD jia Go clUb together.cos Din cluB wiTh thEm Be4.. tOO baD dEE sTill under 18 can"T joiN us.. kekekee!!!

HAvE beeN thinK afT exam Got a distanCE wiTh mY polY cliCks and MY friend,jia and dee.. they got theY owN fren i understand!! ThinK i THInk 2 MucH le.. hope theY won"T forgeT me and this FrenshiP ba.. nan dao wo men de you qing zhe me cui rou ma.. dun know la...

Erm.. YesteRdaY I wenT to TAke weiGHt, Now mY hanD abiT paiN.. hahaha!! NVM.. i wiLL continueD!! :)

EvErYboDy IS Like Free TheN bloG, like 3 to 4 dayS then bLog! i lIke almosT eveRydaY bloG!! Bo BIan So siaN ma!! NothiNG To dO!! thiS few DAys felT mucH moRe bettEr le cos I taKinG everYthinG easY le ma!! SorrY tO thoses I havE shOw mY tempeR tO you aLL!! SORRIE!! :)

YUPPy, todaY my DAD birthdaY.. wEE!! Can HavE a FEAST!! I thiNK Going For either MexciaN fooD or seaFOOd,but i like SeaFood.. hehehe!!

VerY boreD now, msn no one to tok to then Tv no show.. think laTer Go slp eveN thouGhT i slP till likE 1 then wake up.. Hope My deaR rememBer Our Date On tues.. so lookiNg forward tO meeT heR and Go ChiLL out at bar!! YesTerdaY nite wanted to gO CLub wiF mY brO de But My auntie visiT so dIn go!!

noT in good MOoD at all!! reAllY, A blow aft one another!! I know I shld take iT easY buT someHow is STill there!! HaiZ..
I need TIme To calM dowN and sort Out thingS!!
TAlk Big Is No used.. real Action and everYthiNg in minD are cleaR is The most importaNt thinG!!!
TiMe Is the besT thinG to prove aNd acknowedge and of cos heal!!

Hmm!! FinallY FinisHed ExaM le!! But sorT oF bored Cos No More fRienD peI mE le.. thEy havE tHeiR owN programmE anD freNz.. Sianz Lor!!
I wanTs To Find joB.. acTuallY thoughT this saT aNd suN got woRk buT lionEl saY enough PPl lE And then Jane asK me gO ivaN there WorK buT HeaRd frOm paulIne there ComplicatEd in the end sTill nO jib.. sianZ lor!!!
Hope my deaR,fiona, can pei mE buT i doubT so!!!

aFT ExaM plaNS:

• possible Find One Job
• CloseR wiTh mY sisTers
• pEi mY mon
• FinD trUe Frenz
• FinD thinGs To kILL mY tIme(mosT prob Jian fei,take weighTs and Etc)
  
• Go MOMO wiTh nor aNd etc!!(hehehe)
• And MOS (kekekke)
  

REallY siaN arh!! No moOd studY Then i feel pEk CheY also and down.. WhY everybodY so heartLesS de.. wtF!! wat is going oN!!
I lost my kai xin gou(hehehez,i believe Will come BAck de) then now i no mood study.. wTF!!

Ermm.. TmL lasT PapEr!! YEAH!!
I goT a gD news is thaT i PASSED MY BASIC THEORY!! WOO HOO!!!

Hmm.. Dee dun be sad.. i like u to be happy.. cos when u sMile Is so sweet.. And ur happiness brighten my days.. dun be silly again can.. Let past be past.. and i hope aft this exam or can say this semster Dun forget Me hoR!!! or i be the one sad!! kekeke!!

Later theN studY mY accounting!! now no moOD Yet!!

AfT exam ReaLLy bored.. frEn all bu jian.. theN no Job theN nothiNg to Do.. sianZ lor.. wonderinG got any1 peI wo mA!!!

hAhA!!
My moN arh!! reallY got owner Got Dog!!Mon arh he arH i buY dOg drY food for Him but hanD feeD de.. LuckY he wanS to eat...Then i steam half chickeN for him i givE Him chickeN breasT he dUn wan i GivE hIm drumb stick meaT he wan!! got tasTe man.. like owner HAHA!! ONly TAke gooD fOOD.. hehehe!!! He likE our kinG aT homE likE thAt so manY ppL doTes him and Sayang hIM.. AnyThInG gOes WronG i kana ScolD.. haiZ.. MON MON musT musT Ur jIe jIE StriKe lotterY Or u wIll ci pooR me arH!! ONly waN good Food.. anYbodY wan sponSor me.. HEHEHE!!!

TodaY got buS statisticS Exam.. Luckily know how to dO or i diE!!TodaY i also VerY happY cos when i alighT From the bus i saW a brighT sweeT smile and it reallY brighten My day.. My kai xin guo... hahaha!!(one sided ba)

I waN saveD more MoneY to buY more thinGS for mYselF.. I aiming For new Phone,New shoes and shadES!!

Sian Tml goT MicroeconomICs exaM and Is at 7pm.. OH mY.. waT a Time.. Anyone wan to have Dinner together Be4 exam with mE!!

ThinKinG caN havE Mon to go for mating session then Can have another Mon moN.. I thinki loved dogs too mucH le..

Oh ya!! My wisH for TodaY only!! waN My little kai xin guo sis aka dee heahache faster Go Off n our exam get gd result when enterinG the exam hall all wat we learned all go in exam script.. hehehe!!!

TodaY is saturdaY.. one More daY tO mY exaM!! and THree More daYs to mY BAsIc theroY!! VerY anxioUS about It!!
thesE few days really no MOOdto study, but just finished my bus statictis Only.. Sian arh!! ReallY these Few daYS verY siaNz but luckily got Dee pei me In mSN.. make me laugh only and feeL "sour"... hehehe.. My kai xin gou!! hahaha... FREN FOREVER!! (*MUACK*)
REALLY din regreT oF being frenz with her.. and luckily i din giving up this frenship.. wo men arh!! quarrelled le then ok.. XIANG xin wo in the future k..
My moN arH this few daYs making me hEAdache.. du wan to Eat.. bo bian buy one chicken and steam give him eat.. but also eat abit only.. aft exam have to bring HiM to vet..
That sindee arh.. ppl blogging kept pester ask me quickly updat.. wait can ma.. aiyo.. lao ah ma!! hehehe!!!

TodaY is saturdaY.. one More daY tO mY exaM!! and THree More daYs to mY BAsIc theroY!! VerY anxioUS about It!!
thesE few days really no MOOdto study, but just finished my bus statictis Only.. Sian arh!! ReallY these Few daYS verY siaNz but luckily got Dee pei me In mSN.. make me laugh only and feeL "sour"... hehehe.. My kai xin gou!! hahaha... FREN FOREVER!! (*MUACK*)
REALLY din regreT oF being frenz with her.. and luckily i din giving up this frenship.. wo men arh!! quarrelled le then ok.. XIANG xin wo in the future k..
My moN arH this few daYs making me hEAdache.. du wan to Eat.. bo bian buy one chicken and steam give him eat.. but also eat abit only.. aft exam have to bring HiM to vet..
That sindee arh.. ppl blogging kept pester ask me quickly updat.. wait can ma.. aiyo.. lao ah ma!! hehehe!!!

HaIz.. I verY NO moOD To studY... HAiz.. This weeK studY wEEk for Me toStudY buT reallY no MOdd to sTudY leh.. I think mY Mind stIll got ThiNgS ba.. But bu dong wat is it.. Haiz.. NO more trouble and thIngs to bother but somehow no mooD leh.. wat is wrong wiTh me!!!
KepT d/L songs .. esp sad one.. TheN is like evrEyDAy afT all The Tv show, really bored NothinG to do... So went to slp early but neXt day early in the morning likE 9 plus 10 wake uP le.. So i forced mYseLf to slp awHile more.. then Aft thaT nth to Do.. wth am i doing.. haiz.. sianz arh.. even tok to fren also no topic le.. haiz.. sian arh.. can anyone motivate me to studY ma.. bored bored.. I sEnsed I was not as happy i was usEd to be.. dun know why.. maybe My lives is missing of Somethigns ba.. WhaT is IT.. i dun know!!

ARG!!!!! No one understand me.. no one.. not even my close fren and sis.. i dun even understand myself how do i expect them to understand me.... haahaa!!!

now dun wan thinK anything but let me feel sleepy only..

anyone come and pei me now huh?? bored arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sianz arh.............................................

Woo Hoo!! TodaY me jane alvina lancy and mon have our valentine datE!! we wenT to EasT coasT tO swIm and PLaY!! Ah mon and lancY knows how to swIM.. is their InstincT BA!!! I was tanned.. at firsT i look No different bUt wheN i reached Home i feeL burning SensatIoN so i lift MY sleeVE Up and see... wooo!! MY skiN TurN reds!! yeaH.. tanned le.. hahahaa!!! Too baD,some1 din Get the chance To joiN us The fUN.. bUT AfT exaM Me jane And alvinA decided To Go agaiN To havE fUn n with mon and lancY.. buT thIs time we Will sTAy longer... the some1 I thInk U havE to joiN us THis time round.. is So fun!!!
Mon swiM.. so cute..I jusT carrY him,he not In the wAter Yet, His hand paddle.. sO cutE.. In the sea, i carRy him.. he nails long n hurt me.. my hands got his jie zhou!! OUCH!! BEat u.. hehehee.. He swaM.. so cute... but side way de.. dun know why!! Aft we SwaM we went to bath.. me and mon bath together!! (dun think dirty thks!!)
then we went mac to rest and relax.. I called mY dad and asKed waT time he finisheD work so can fetcH Us home.. we waited till 6 plus..
AfT one whole day of playinG, mon IS so tired.. now slping like a piglet.. hahahaa!!!


HMMM... Tml goinG to joiN adeline ROM.. Wishes u happy marriage...

haiz...I have slpless Nite on saT.. I tooK SlpinG pill to let me slp but in the end aso can'T slp so i use the boxing glove To hit the wall again to calm myselF froM everythinG!!
I dUn waN to thiNK anymorE.. IS not ur fault at aLl.. iS me Who screw uP everythiNG!!!! U duN beliveE waT alvina said to you, i alsO caN't do anythinG.. But dun ever SAy i'm lieing when i not.. Cos u dun trusT!!
I guEss i wiLL Be like whaT I am i useD tO be agaiN...... (bo chap again loR)
I dun allow MyseLf to think Anymore and it make me tired that i WenT to slp.. When slpinG I think Of nothing.. I been SLPInG WHOLE DAY ON SUNDAy.. i KNOW JANE anD alvina cares for me.. thkS gerS... LOVE YOU ALL ... I havE no moOD to StudY so noW LAst minuTes To stuDy mY CDS test!!
ER.. tanG thks For brighter My daY wiTH uR MSN chaT!! EveN thougth I like U befOre.. hahaha.. mISS THOSe DAys U WIll THErE for me!! And chaT on the PHONE like 2 to 3 hours.. and my hp bill burst.. hahaha!!!
Thks god i found all my loyal and trust worthY fRen...
N i know whO reallY carE.. by noT askinG u still as a fren.. :I DUN KNOW
It reaLLy hurt me loTS....
I shaLL be heartLess persOn afT so much thinG to those who dun carE!!!
I admiT i like u be4, And it beeN so long agO and all the while aft u knEw that time, i know we are impossible and i had treat u as i person i like be4 and of cos a fren.. maybe i treat u wrongly but is becos i care.. U think i control u.. wrong.. i dun even dare to think of it.. U Not only make me giving up the feeling i have for you which already no more long ago n the like for a fren but this wat u call frenship ba!!
I dun deserve U as my fren.. i dun deserve AT ALL!!! LET BYGONE BE BYGONE.. everything!!!I meant it...
I neEd time to forget everything.. time heals the anger u make and the hurting u cause.. there will not be any more gan ka.. cos i guess we will not be meeting anymore.. i only remeber i knew u.. that's alL... in sch, i have only jane and alvina and my gangs...
smoking set me free..



TIME HEALS EVERYTHING,ONLY DEPENDS IT TOOK HOW LONG.

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I verY angrY!!!
I hatE the MOst iN mY livES are:

1. BAckstab me
2. Say i lie when i din
3. hang my phone on purpose
4. lie to me
5. hypocrite and two headed snake
   
   Why it happeN on mE.. If IS in the past, i would have hit the persOn wiTh MY fisT!! ThOSe wHo knoW me In the pasT tIll noW will knoW!! I waS so angrY thaT i kicK the wAll wiTh mY baRE feTT and htiing the waLL wiTh mY fisT.. Not Pain physicallY buT My heaRT!!!

cher, you ask me whether i am sad anymore.. that day no.. happy.. but now verY sad and angry.. verY!!!

JANE ALVINA thks for being there for me when i needed.. i have not being so angry since the day my grandpa pass away due to a person.. Now i am angry and teArs rolling down mY cheek.. i dun dare tell me dear,fiona, i know she will be angry with me and her.. very..

i can't breathe properly now.. catching my breathe..

Erm.. Today i can saY iam happy as well as sad.. HAppy cos playing mahjong and sad cos i saw jane and alvina fight.. I hate to see them fight.. honestly..i pefer to see them en ai.. hahaha!!
U broke my heaRT again.. hiAz.. i know i shld have give up long ago.. but there's a bit feelings for u.. bo bian!! Shall heal It wiTh time ba.. or find a new target!! hehehe!!

I lose mahjong today.. sian.. thought Of buying gift for dee and jia de for valentine gift with the win $!! but sian lor.. too bad no more gift.. heehee.. btw.. valentine gift is not for only lover.. fren also can give de lor.. ming bai ma dee!! haiz.. kekeke!!

Aft mahjong seSsion now going to study comm skill.. HEHEHE.. sianZ.. I hate tHis semster Comm skill esp lily lim(shh dun tell anyone) hahaha..

To aLL mY frenS (derrick,nurul,philson,daniel,eleanor) and ESP to (Dee,shijia) :
Hey.. Erm.. wanna saY thIs tinG ouT.. I maY saY somethings and hurt u or watever.. Pls pardOn me as I dUn meaN iT aT aLL.. coS i aM too StraighT forward And Like To jokE arounD!! pls Dun misunderstanD mY tone And worDs.. If I got saY anything that Offence U i apoloGisED!!!
DEE:In lab, i am sorry!



WonderIng R u reaLLy happY? I'm concerneD!!!

To only Sister,buddies,dee n jia n alvian too:
WheN i'm happY, i carried a smile on my face.
This smile mean u havE Add meaningfUl in my lifeS knowing You!!
WheN i'm joyful, i laugh.
This laugh meaN U have Been upgrade Ur position my hEart!!
WheN i'm sad, I cried.
This tearS meanS U havE USed a knife n Make scaR on mY heart.
wHen u saY sorry.
It meanS my hearT has HeaL for U n u be forgiveN.
When i see u Cry and tears on ur face,
It means I didn't do a part as a fren and ur tears is my PunishmenT.
wheN i make u cry.
it meaN I waS sentenceD tO deaTh anD MOst painfUl For me thaN u hurT me.
WheN u are sad.
It means i wiLL be there for you and my shouder Is there For u tO clean ur tears.
WheN i See U smile and laugh.
MeanS U r ok and I can resT my minD And it BRIGHTEN my day.
When U arE angrY.
It meaNS I'M UR SAND bAG.
AND U NV BE FORGETTEN COS U ARE PART OF MY LIVES!!





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HAHA!! :)
I was Vry haPPy Today.. cos Finished mY nmm Project and hand up!! and i recieved a vry sweet sms!! so sweet in my heart!! hahaha!! And So touchEd!! i know i didn't make a WronG choice!! hahaha!!

Erm.. How To saY leh!! I always think when u treat a persOn wiTh whOle HearT u wIll Recieved Back The samE thinG!! buT IS not TruE!! But tHere's still havE ppL returN the samE thinG u gaVe TheM!! No maTter what, my principle Is to treaT everY1 with My true HearT, even i dun get any returns at least i won't feel any guilty or wat!! I think Shld be the perSon feel guilty ba!!

Dee: Wan have breakfast tml morning together?hehehe( whether u see this msg is fate!!) LALALA!!

HAHA... TodaY wenT derrIck house play MAhjonG with him,daniel and ivan(derrick fren).In the end Daniel and i won.. Daniel is very heng lor.. he got good hand.. Then afT mahjonG session I took a cab home then i called my mum and went fetch her..

But the then hor.. A felt a bit bad! Cos at first sindee wan to go play also but derrick dun wan cos sindee dun really know and derrick really wan play thoses kind really play not teach de la..then In the end i felt i ban seh her like that.. in the end she went with her fren.. Nvm.. ERm.. aft exam then we play lor.. with eleanor also and with shija(if she is free) kekeke!!!

i was think about thiS: erm.. how to say leh.. can a fren be like a part time stead leh.. Hmm.. like taking care a fren like a stead.. like treating a fren like a stead only that dun do wat a normal couple do la..(understand?) & it is possible.. wondering!!! but looks like wat i mention becomes a very good fren leh.. so if a stead dun kiss and etc with the stead it becomes like fren wat so is there a different..Or the different is the feelings?One is love n one is like?
??????????????????Erm... Any1 can tell me?? Or i stupid so have this stupid thinking.. just wondering only la..

OH ya!! A gd news: i told my mum abt me and sindee that we r back fren.. my mum din say anything and i can see my mum dun ever and din even hate sindee at all.. Not even blame.. hehehe... I even told her things like sindee SMS me in the morning ASK me wake up xiao bian.. My mum JUST say" u always do that on ppl now ppl do on u and also good wake u up!!!"(in joking manner) hahaha!! I think my mum think i'am big enough to choose my own fren and own path(but must be right la)!!!

Haiz.. waT a daY!!
I was ConfusEd.. Do i stIll LikE XXX.. Cos is like i told myselF i Have Give uP anD onlY treaT XX as NormaL.. But todaY thE feelinG caME bacK.I knoW i can"t faLL deeplY again Cos iT wIll huRt mE tOO mucH!! I MusT forgeT thIS feelinG.. i dO verY carE for XXX .. i can even feel jealous of some thingy n worry for her even it none of my business.. Haiz.. Wat shld i do..But righT noW i KNow i have to strong and be firm.. no more interest in xxx anymore!!! YUP!!

TodaY havE steaMboaT.. YummY.. My favourite FISHBALL and fish dumplinG!! golden mushroom amd button mushroom.. ANd meat.. hehehe.. HOPE evryDAy IS CNY!! hahaha!! AFT CNY have to on diet le.. cos i think thiS cnY i gained weighT!! MY wisH for iS CNY is to HAve MONEy mian mian!! hahaaha.. and lead a normal lives and w/o worry!! and have u by my sidE!!