Monday, February 13, 2006
haiz...I have slpless Nite on saT.. I tooK SlpinG pill to let me slp but in the end aso can'T slp so i use the boxing glove To hit the wall again to calm myselF froM everythinG!!
I dUn waN to thiNK anymorE.. IS not ur fault at aLl.. iS me Who screw uP everythiNG!!!! U duN beliveE waT alvina said to you, i alsO caN't do anythinG.. But dun ever SAy i'm lieing when i not.. Cos u dun trusT!!
I guEss i wiLL Be like whaT I am i useD tO be agaiN...... (bo chap again loR)
I dun allow MyseLf to think Anymore and it make me tired that i WenT to slp.. When slpinG I think Of nothing.. I been SLPInG WHOLE DAY ON SUNDAy.. i KNOW JANE anD alvina cares for me.. thkS gerS... LOVE YOU ALL ... I havE no moOD to StudY so noW LAst minuTes To stuDy mY CDS test!!
ER.. tanG thks For brighter My daY wiTH uR MSN chaT!! EveN thougth I like U befOre.. hahaha.. mISS THOSe DAys U WIll THErE for me!! And chaT on the PHONE like 2 to 3 hours.. and my hp bill burst.. hahaha!!!
Thks god i found all my loyal and trust worthY fRen...
N i know whO reallY carE.. by noT askinG u still as a fren.. :I DUN KNOW
It reaLLy hurt me loTS....
I shaLL be heartLess persOn afT so much thinG to those who dun carE!!!
I admiT i like u be4, And it beeN so long agO and all the while aft u knEw that time, i know we are impossible and i had treat u as i person i like be4 and of cos a fren.. maybe i treat u wrongly but is becos i care.. U think i control u.. wrong.. i dun even dare to think of it.. U Not only make me giving up the feeling i have for you which already no more long ago n the like for a fren but this wat u call frenship ba!!
I dun deserve U as my fren.. i dun deserve AT ALL!!! LET BYGONE BE BYGONE.. everything!!!I meant it...
I neEd time to forget everything.. time heals the anger u make and the hurting u cause.. there will not be any more gan ka.. cos i guess we will not be meeting anymore.. i only remeber i knew u.. that's alL... in sch, i have only jane and alvina and my gangs...
smoking set me free..
TIME HEALS EVERYTHING,ONLY DEPENDS IT TOOK HOW LONG.