JUST SO SIMPLE

JUst cheong finished watching Goong-princess hour.. so touch...
the songs in the drama so meaningful and make me thnk of soem memories..
i was confused.. i told my fren the feelin had faded, but sometimes looking or thinking, i felt so strong.. i dun know.. got very emo aft watch the korea drama
kinda of addictive huh.. lol..
my gD fre(sis) ivy got married.. she send me her wedding photo.. she won't be back till next year june cos she have to give birth first.. so missed her and her humour..
so sad can't attend her wedding or wat.. cos got sch partly my mum wont allowed..
I tried to tell you my feeling but i dare not.. i dun have the courage and gut..
i dun want u become another blow to me.. you are just so innocent, i dun lead you on.. hopely things turn out well.. still loving you!!

just got home not long ago!!
Just back from a fren b'dae celebartion. not one but two!! hahaha
we meet at P.S and headed to mind cafe.
we play game there and cut the cake. i push liting face to the cake and she thought is ferlin. hehe. but when she know i did, she hitted me! OUCH!
hahaha.
then we headed to a movie, silk! nice movie!! but liting was like scared(sat beside me), kept using her jacket to hid her face. so as joan!!
hahaha..lol
i was very enjoyed today and happy. can say joy ba.
love u all who make me happy esp U!!

today is liting b'dae, i was so suprised she actually invited me to her celebration.
Tml is yuan ling b'dae.
normally year end quite number of ppl b'dae which means broke.burn in the pocket. lol.
my b;dae also year end de. hahaha..
li shan wan lai ma.
oh ya, on sat brought my mon for vaccination.when he got home, he got a bit dizzy and went to slp.hahaha.
so sian. dun feel like working but bo bian, need some cash on hand.

can say today is alvina toh chalet. she at last celebrating her 18th b'dae le. lol.
my mind is so messy now, maybe i just paraniod.
wan to slp but can't slp.
make be too tired and stress up le.
at last, i can go for my driving lesson, going on to be this coming wed.hahaha. damn shiok sia. when i got the licsence, i confirmed drive car around to meet my fren and fetch my sistas home.lol
can'T wait!
YOU ARE MY SWEET!
IF I DUN EAT, IT WILL MELT,
IF I EAT, THEN IS GONE.
hard to chose!

i been working and staying at home.. not been going out cos too lazy and feel like not going.. haiz..
aft knowing you are so open minded, i was like very upset. ur friendly to me and closeness to me is actually ur character. alvina say i am special, i am not. is just one-sided. ever since i went in poly, everything is just so one-sided. i can't take it. i wan to ask u but i dare not. funny rit, sweee leng a ger look strong and brave are actually a chicken toward this kind of thing.
i think i have to let go. u wan or u remember u ask me out ba, i now dun give a damn le.
I AM SO SILLY!