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Thursday, November 30, 2006
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12:26 am

sian.. just finished my co&co.. stupid cds.. not fun at all.. i pefer the previous one..
haahaa..
IMUSM!!!
u be back on fri.. but i have u see next week if there's faith..
i told all my fren i giving up.. but i still can't..
u being appearing in my mind constantly...
like what alvina said.. i fall too fast for you..
i wan some1 to let me forget u.. but the some1 is not gonna be a subsitute..NV..
it can be a fren.. it can my some1 who can be there for me when i vexed.. and let me vent my feeling..
i dun think i will find 1.. COS i might fall for the person!!!
HAIZ.. just be myself..
i hope to lay in ur arms and cry.. and shout i love you!!!


Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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11:26 pm

yoZ!!!hahaha.. suddenly want to BLOG!! lol..
today can say not a day for me..
How can u ignore me.. and being so petty...
i just teasing u, why must u so petty.. i really dun mean anything lor.. just wan to play with u and get closer..
tml u going bangkok.. have a nice trip.. bon voyage.. sms u wish u won't reply de.. wth...
I dun think there's hope between us.. i wanted to give up just like that.. somehow i can't...
i think i can only just stay by yourside as ur fren only..
but so watever.. still imusm...
thks god i have fren there for me and support me.. thks god..


Monday, November 27, 2006
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9:16 pm

HAHAHA.. aft my b'dae i was too busy to blog..
HOW"S my b'dae/ one word:GREAT!!
I got a little reward back but i get by myself.. hahaha.. only some of my fren know..
I was very happy all my closer fren and buddies and of cos my sistas came to celebrate...
Althought at first got a little problem but of cos is settle..
thks guys n gals..
i have a great dinner with liting they all..
I was hang out at the pub.. drank too fast and too thick.. lol..
love all of u all..
esp some1.. lol..
that's all..
will update asap!!!


Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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3:27 pm

I miss you again, like yesterday.
Won't this feeling of missing you, lessen any?
I keep thinking about you.

The more I try to sort through it all, the more the tears come.
Even when I try to steal it, the memories spread into
different memories through the tears that I shed.
It makes me cry so painfully.

All I can do is regret, because all I ever did was receive.
But I'm afraid you'll forget me because I've never gave you anything.

I love you, I, I love you
These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I've learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I'm sorry truly, truly, I'm sorry.
I'm even sorry that these words are so late
But I'm waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?

Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrow
I still liked it, I was still happy.
I'm returning to the day, to my dreams
when I believed in a forever without seperation

If I could go back I'd gather my heart, I'd take everything
from it and give it you.

I love you, I, I love you
These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I've learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I'm sorry truly, truly, I'm sorry.
I'm even sorry that these words are so late
But I'm waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?

My heart..
In the end even if you can't come
and you've changed and I'm not the one for you any longer
I'll call and call out to you again
Like a parrot calling only your name..
Wishing for only your love like this.



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3:21 pm

today, din go School.. cos only lecture.. now is like raining cats and dogs.. oh my god..
hope by the time i leave my house won't be such a heavy rain...
And i be celebrating my b'dae at cube.. hahaha..
this year i go charm shidah alvina and liting they all celebrate with me.. new faces ... lol..
hope it will be a happening nite tonight..
how wish u are mine, even i think of giving up..


Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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1:04 am

I guess I am the stpidest person in the world.. i have such a good fren beside me but i been drifting apart from her when she's with her ex..
i felt so regret.. and yet she din gave me up.. i ever think of giving up on her.. how stupid am i!!
SORRY DEE!!
DEE!! i promise i won't ever think of giving up our frenship again.. and i will treasure u more i have ever do!!
Our frenship came not so easy!! with lotsa of obstacles.. i think more of it, more dtrong our frenship is it..
Dun feel jealous over her!! u are unique.. nobody can't replace u k..

can't slp.. too much things on my mind.. haiz.. wait for my bro come back now then go slp!!
two more days to my b'dae.. hope it will be the happiest day of my entire this year..
with my news frens gd fren buddies n sistas with me..

i was very happy when dee told me she be coming.. pls really come, i won't pai seh u k..


Friday, November 17, 2006
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4:56 pm

TodaY i realised, both dee n her is so similar.. the food they eat, they both ply piano.. oh my!!!
I was So shocked when I heard that she going for piano lesson today!!!
Hope The end is different!! hahahaha...

like another 5 to 6 days to my b'dae.. so happy.. cos this time i celebrate with my new fren..

Oh ya.. i today called my cher!! i told her abt my b'dae and she couldn't come.. ya...
then we chat quite a lot.. but some how there's a bit of gap between.. but nvm.. She still my favourite teacher after all.. lol..


Thursday, November 16, 2006
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7:29 pm

b'dae venue had changed to cube!!
pls do come!!!
tatata...


Wednesday, November 15, 2006
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3:43 pm

today din go school, cos just 2hr lecture.. to lazy to go.. hahaha
the past days i felt so confused.. i know u are flirting with me.. and i fel like a fool..
so i decided to play along with you.. let play man..
next week on tghurs is my b'dae.. my 19th b'dae..
i decided to celebrate at momo.. no money to open one bottle.. so just go for the ladies nite on wed.. free entry and free drink.. why not..
so hey gals and buddies and sis we shld party on the nite k.. PLs make urself free we shld partly.


Friday, November 10, 2006
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4:22 pm

Now IN schoOl.. so sian lor.. Cos i finished school early today...
Then i have driving lesson at 6.. now is like fucking early for me lor..
so just blog lor.. haiz..
Today i saw liting with her new hair style.. ok la.. is nice but somehow i dun think suit her well.. but anyway she like can le..
I dun Think that's flirting with me.. i dun think so.. if it is.. i dun mind at all..
HAHAHA!!!
Dun ask me whu?I won't tell at all..lol..
I am more sure that the feeling is real.. and i am afraid this is another blow to me..
i dun think i can tahan..
anyway!! tml is my beloved jie b'dae.. And i be going to her chalet.. and have fun.. wahahaha!!
i think that's all for today.. cos dun know what to write le..


Tuesday, November 07, 2006
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10:32 pm

Today Got This Interview ThIngY.. so HAve to Wear formaL To sChool..
THen aFT sch, me nad bro went to Town have LuncH.. My bro treated me with sakae Sushi!! wahahaha... then We headed For a hair cut at this hair saloon at wisma lvel 3 the scene..
The Haris dresser Is a a lady.. she appear on the magazine be4.. a lady helping model to cut hair nad entered many competition.. so haPPen my bro knew her..
i din reallY cut like so short but kanda of trimming.. when she style me hair, i it look so jap.. wahaha.. but is nice la.. hahahaha..
My bro paid for it..
hehehe..
i todaY paid nothing!!!LOL!!
So Good to have a bro who dotes me..
ThiS coming Sat is my beloved jie b'dae.. i have done something for her.. really hope she will like it...lol
Tml will be working at hereen selling perfumes.. Hope got good sales.. but so sad, charm unable to work with me..
Today i also saw something which is so unexpected at least i know she got la.. lol.. dun know what i'm saying rite.. only shidah alvina and jane and charm know.. hahaha...
Update soon ba.. won't be free this week.. work and sch!! arg!!!

OH YA!!gUESS WHAT I SAW TODAY.. I SAW HITOMI.. MY BEST FREN.. ARG!! MISS HER SO MUCH.. I THINK WE HAVE NOT BEING MEETING AFT THE O LEVEL.. I THINK!! ONE DAY SHLD ASK HER OUT.. REALLY MISS HER ALOTSA.. WHEN WE SAW EACH OTHER WE HUG TOGETHER.. REALLY MISS THE FEELING AND THE DAYS WE ARE SO CLOSE AND WE PLAY TOGETHER AND STUDIED TOGETHER.. aND I REMEMBER THOSE DAYS WE GO FIND THE BEST PRATA AND EAT..aRD BEDOK AREA..REALLY MISS HER LOTSA.. GALD THAT HER LEG HAS RECOVERED.. REALLY MISS HER VERY MUCH!!


Wednesday, November 01, 2006
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12:30 am

Yesterday, aft sch went to liting for lunch at kfc then when she go back sch, i headed to ang giong to meet jane alvina charm and samuel.. din eat anyhting thin cos dun feel like.. then aft their lunch, me and charm went to town for that event training.. boring.. have the chances to sniff the perfumes.
sniff until headache xia..
the went to but white polo T-shirt for this job, then accompany charm to centre point pay her bill and do her stuff.. then liting called me again..
cos she waiting for me, we headed down to far east to walk.. aft far east headed down to heeren then i took a cab home. the way she eat ice creams is So cute.. like rabbit... lol...
din eat any proper meal.. just a mini apple and butter cracker, that's all my dinner..
i spend $130 altogether for yesterday.. bought that white polo T a jacket bazar..
liting bought two tops.. looks good on her..
stupid ferlin keeps seeing shoes.. can't tahan her..

Trust myself better than trusting others!!
be myself, no more nice person!!