JUST SO SIMPLE

today, my heart drop from the peak to the bottomless pit.. i feel like crying out, but i know i shld be strong so i ren... but can see i really sad n emo..
thks charm.. for console me.. i din wan to stay at home alone, so i brought mon to charm place.. mon get to play with SPOT... play like hell xia.. kept playing... with the accompany of charm, her sibling n shidah, i felt much better.. i think of anything.. but, i get to drink beer with charm mum.. COOL!!! Oh ya,i help her bath spot in the end i wet my pants.. abit only la.. she also learn quite a few tips from me.. lol...
i stay over for dinner, thks for the dinner auntie.. then we brought our dog for a walk before i go home.. i stay till like 930 then left the place...
Charm scare of cat huh, me and her bro scare her a few times about the cat.. her reaction is to cute... lol... it was fun playing with them at the play ground, i been a long time i step into the playground le...
I felt i bothering charm.. becos of me she can't slp.. hehehe.. she being a very nice fren, accompany me, being there for me when i needed.. she knew i dun wan to go home early, she allow me stay longer n accompany me.. i can see she tired, yet she accompany me.. thks charm..
I gald GOD gave me such a nice fren... love u k... lol...
But god being fooling me twice.. twice the same ending and same thing.. wth...
i am really sad right now.. i can feel my tears rolling down my cheek, my nose is block..
i being smoking 8 sticks today.. feel like having one more... must control..
i told jane abt it, she's a buddy man..
is there anyone giving me a shoulder to lean on.. i need it right now.. PLS.. FOC pls..

AFT thinking thru.. i thought i really like give up.. stop thinking but i just being so stupid.. once again, i contacted u.. accompany u for lunch.. be4 class help u up.. falling deep.. wad to do.. i so stubborn.. really feeling give one last try.. but then no guts...
today, i sneak out again from my cds class.. lol... then charm n others too.. feel so bad.. but cos din bring any material so din feel like leaving.. lol..
went to eat fruit.. hahaha.. healthy xia...
do havee feeling for me.. i really wan to know..wad kind of feeling?fren?like me? or like a passerby? i am so silly..

i now very confused.. i know i shld give up.. really, cos i know is a prank on me.. just flirting with me.. i just can't get u out my mind.. u like the who, i know.. haiz..
thks fren who being there for me, support me telling me not to fall deeper..
I nv regret loving u.. really.. maybe we are just meant to fren, for this poly life..
we are each other passerby.. at least we have good times be4..
i hope our last day,i can say from my mouth, i love u.. and hugS!!
i wished to see u everyday, but everyday it tarnish..
I hope one day u will be mine, but everyday, the hope get lesser..My love get lesser as well... sad got accumlated!!
i heard this sentence i find it meaningful: u wil get sad the day apart cos u have 2 much happy memories be4!
i hate to see u n the person u like.. i hate u give me cold shoulder..
life is like dat.. what to do.. have to accept lor..

today aft OB presentation we went to parkway parade.. before that we went roxy there for lunch cum breakfast.. hahah.. we have tom yum noodle..CHARM recommended!! had a full lunch n we went to PP for a walk.. lol!!!
that CHARM huh, kept eating n eating only.. seaweed, fruits and sweets.. oh my!!!
I love my click.. can eat play n joke ard.. lol!!! i do love my other fren la.. hehehehe!!!
i wanted to see u but u wasn't there.. i need console, but you gave a an attitude like SO?.. i was sad over it, but luckily i got my fren.. u know who are u.. the one eats 4hr one time n the kept eating..
qns? guess who!!!lol!!!

HAHAHA!! NOw in sch lab... yester blog until haf way cos din save so din post up.. i have to retype again.. lol!!
WED is charm 20th b'dae.. today she turning 20 le!! hahaha!!!We went to zouk for celebration..
i blog in my previous blog that i will buy her a cake to suprise her.. hahaha.. i did.. she was touched.. lol!!! I ask her to meet me outside takashimaya, then when she came, me and jane light the candle n other n me sang b'dae song for her.. althought abit embaressed, but we still sang.. lol!!!
Aft we ate a mac we went to devil bar to drink first(free flow) then when joan & sock pei reached they called n we took a cab to head down to zouk to meet them.. i thought liting was there but she was not.. we went ahead to get a chop first n meet her outside.. when she reached, i bought her to get a chop first n wait for my bro..
Jane was horrible xia.. grind until like that.. i also grind la.. of cos... i also got extra reward.. lol!!wahahaha!!
AIYAH.. forget wat i type yesterday...
oh ya.. that was so budget!! lol!!! but was fun la!! really!! love them all!!!
Oh ya again.. that sarah lek huh was there at zouk too.. she huh!! i go grind her she go kick my XXXX... scary xia.. i dun dare again!!lol!! but she got say sorry la!!
i vomit again.. two times some more.. one opposite zouk the other one at home.. lol!! whenever got ppl b'dae, i will vomit.. lol!!!Me my bro n his fren nearly got into fight, cos got a guy when dancing kept pushing me.. i can't take it n gave eye sign to my bro, n my bro grab that guy collar.. the guy say sorry n nothing happen la..
if i think of other thing i will blog again!! tatata!!
ADDED!!
I remembered!! that blur sotong charm.. nearly lost her IC card n HP.. we went back n find, luckily found hor.. or she will cry like hell!!

hallo bloG!!
toDay is a great day.. i saw some1 i wanted to saw n did talk to me.. so happy.. n got sms.. lol...
Oh ya today i pass the present to charm.. hahaha... she was touched.. she said.. n she wore n let me seee. so beautiful.. if any guys saw it they will turn now man.. i nearly lol!! JK!
oh ya.. charm huh.. read my blog n check the number of CHARM i wrote in my blog.. if i not wrong together there's 14 or 24 charm in blog.. lol!!! we are too bored.. lol...
tml will be gg zouk to celebrate HER b'dae... gotta be fun... i will buy a small cake for her w/o her knowing.. hope she dun read my blog today agin... lol.. then won't be a suprise...
CHARM is a really a great fren.. she give me a feeling of fun n joy when with her... at first i thot she those kind of CHIJ girl that are stuck up kind n very arrogant,, but not at all.. she kinda of fun n comfortable person to be with.. i think the fren ard me will feel so.. hahaha...(a gd comment huh)
oh ya.. be gg back my granny place either tonight or tml evening..thur n fri no sch.. open house... so i won't be opening my email or msn mssger so anything just sms or call me.. but NOT in the early morning hor.. thks...
charm.. HAPPY B'DAE!!!always the 18 k.. lol!! n thks being my fren be there for me.. TOUCHED!!!(all my true words)
dun worry for me my fren.. tml i will be gd ger, i just drink orange juice k.. lol.. U BELIEVE?hehehee... hope jane can join us..
i miss alot of my long lot fren.. n neglected ones.. sorry gals n guys... love ya k..
love everyone tooo!!!

today is friday.. end of the week..
charm also sign up for SAF.. lol!!! hope we can get the smae voocation...
aft school today, charm n me went to inter meet my bro for lunch n we chat alot.. lol!!!
neXt week is her b'dae.. lol!! turning 20 le.. luckly i year end baby.. so i can enojy my last 19th for other 11 months.. know like still at 1 then 2.. lol!!!=X
I feel very neglect my some frenz la.. sorry... bear with me.. i come meet up with all soon k...

Now in sch Lab.. having OTBS.. that charm huh.. oh my.. just sms her she just left the house.. gotta be very late.. lol..
yester i just take my attendence and left for my cds.I sneak out of the class when the tutor is not aware.. lol.. then i waited for charm n we slack at bus park(canteeen) to eat.. lol!!
oh ya.. yester ar.. some1 very horrible.. aft having one plate of hokkien mee she ate another half plate of fried rice.. lol!!! SEE!! i din say is who huh!!!
Yesterday night, i went to singapore air force website n i apply for pilot n air officer.. hope i can get in.. there's 10 weeks of BMT.. i only afraid i can't pass my 2.4 only.. hahaha.. in sec sch i always walk.. hardly passed huh!! ....
that's all.. class getting started...

Damn Sian now.. today got happy times also got sad times!!
HappY!! i wore my new boxer n slacking with charm n shidah..
SAD.. charm they all know la..
wan then say hi or dun even give any action hor!! dun act like!! arGGG!!!
REALLY HOR,GIVE UP!!!
DUN WAN WRITE LE
BYE!!

today just go back sch to hand in the stupid OTBS project.. go at 8am... oh mY!!
aft hand in me shaidah n charm we went to eat n headed to bugis to accompany shidah to pay her jap class fee.. on the way to bugis, my stomach very pain.. i thot becos i wan to POO!!
so i din bother!! until we nearly reached cappage plaza, i went to OG toliet to POO! guess waT!! lao sai!!
Then aft we go bugis we headed to cappage plaza to have a hair cut. hahaha...my new hair style!! lalalala..
we headed to P.S to buy some things n etc.. at there i lao sai again.. aft buying stuff me n shidah headed to tamp, i go buy thing she go work.. when i reached home, i lao sai again.. n my stomack got worse.. more n more pain.. i called my mum n told her, n i took a capsule... but still pain..
then my dad knew abt it n rush home n bring me see doc..
REALLY FOOD POISONNING!! now better le.. but just lai sai.. tml got MC, but will still go sch if my stomach allow.. but must hand in my cds project!!!

hope i recover soon.. din have much dinner.. just like 10 mouth of porridge!!! feel like gg to toliet again!! lol!! tatata!!!

BACKS!! i got too much thing to write le..
Last week... on wed, me charm alvina shidah n my bro n his fren went zouk.. oh my.. is damn packed!! at first only we go de but it was raining heavily so we down to boat quay to find my bro they all first then we headed down to zouk.. It was damn fun.. dance like mad n grind like nobody business!!!
at zouk i saw eleanor n her frenz... ya.. happy.. but nor hug my LEG!! -.- n vomitted in the ladies!!
then last last week, also n wed, i got a deep cut in my heart.. haiz.. over liao le la.. not thinking over it le...
on christmas eve, i hang out with my sis they all,FUN man!!!The day is the day i took lotsa of pics xia.. esp with my buddy jane...
BUT new year eve i stay at home to count down!! sianz...
Over the last week, i have been doing this stupid project otbs!! suck to the core man!!! but now almost to perfect.. hope i can pass..
OH ya.. mon fought with 2 cats n got hurt at his ball.. hahaha.. stupid mon... but now ok le.. scare me sia.. some more is on christmas day...hahah!!or ya.. i have a christmas feast at my bro ex-work place (pet shop).. his bosses are nice!!
AND the corgi is cute.. lol!!!