Tuesday, January 30, 2007
today, my heart drop from the peak to the bottomless pit.. i feel like crying out, but i know i shld be strong so i ren... but can see i really sad n emo..
thks charm.. for console me.. i din wan to stay at home alone, so i brought mon to charm place.. mon get to play with SPOT... play like hell xia.. kept playing... with the accompany of charm, her sibling n shidah, i felt much better.. i think of anything.. but, i get to drink beer with charm mum.. COOL!!! Oh ya,i help her bath spot in the end i wet my pants.. abit only la.. she also learn quite a few tips from me.. lol...
i stay over for dinner, thks for the dinner auntie.. then we brought our dog for a walk before i go home.. i stay till like 930 then left the place...
Charm scare of cat huh, me and her bro scare her a few times about the cat.. her reaction is to cute... lol... it was fun playing with them at the play ground, i been a long time i step into the playground le...
I felt i bothering charm.. becos of me she can't slp.. hehehe.. she being a very nice fren, accompany me, being there for me when i needed.. she knew i dun wan to go home early, she allow me stay longer n accompany me.. i can see she tired, yet she accompany me.. thks charm..
I gald GOD gave me such a nice fren... love u k... lol...
But god being fooling me twice.. twice the same ending and same thing.. wth...
i am really sad right now.. i can feel my tears rolling down my cheek, my nose is block..
i being smoking 8 sticks today.. feel like having one more... must control..
i told jane abt it, she's a buddy man..
is there anyone giving me a shoulder to lean on.. i need it right now.. PLS.. FOC pls..