JUST SO SIMPLE

Today had OB paper.. die le la.. no confidence at all.. anyway just do well for other subject.. haiz.. no confidence as well.. wanted to start tonight but in the end, watch tv n youtube.. WTF!!!

OH ya.. Aquarius ppl pls be careful of ur steps this coming week esp on wed, thurs n fri..

then Scorpio ppl pls eat carefully.. u might get choke by food or drink esp on tues n wed..

then Sagittarius which is me, i must not delcare i love someone... cos is a mistake.. WILL I?!! doubt so.. know my stand.. lol!!

Then for me only(tarot card)... i will get distracted by love/relationship or someone i love easily next week.. true anot?! quite la...
PLS take as reference only.. hahahaha..

anyway wanna wish all my classmate fren buddies gd luck for the coming exam!!
THAT's all!!

Happy cny!! hahaha.. oh ya..my family bought a honda civic 2.0 car, can only get on ard july!!
today spend my cny @ my granny house.. as usual la... all of us gather.. gamble n chat..
but one person missing, my granpa.. every year aft he pass away, i hate CNY.. cos he's not here anymore.. i missed the jelly fish he made.. no one can ever make the same one he made.. if there's anything that can make him back, i will do.. even scarifice my live i will also do..
cny eve, is our cousin gathering, we 8 cousins went to watch movie, protege, men tu.. very nice show.. worth to watch.. got some sence is so amazing n comedy.. want to watch ghost rider n norbit.. charm agree to watch with me ghost rider some day.. hahaha..
i felt i so stupid n silly.. i told my frens i won't contact u anymore yet i did..now missing u lotsa.. haiz.. but nvm.. i will forget u de.. really
i think i just a person with lotsa of feeling.. two person in my heart.. both hurt me deeply.. yet i still care for them..
lasT FRIDAY consider the last day of sch.. i won't be going back sch for the past 6 mths due to attachment.. that day i kinda of emo.. cos i will be missing my group of classmate n can't study with my that clique.. so sad.. the person i most wanted to see, i got to see..
Hope charm, alvina shidah n me will still get to go out together.. last day paper gg club rite? zouk? or st james? can i ask some1 else go? hehehehe.. charm gonna kill me..
oh ya.. charm's mum ask me go pay a cny visit.. hahaha.. maybe ended up drink with her mum.. lol!!aft exam!! nope problem!!
i really very fortunate to have my sistas, buddies n of cos that grp of gd frens ard me. thk u so much..

A short MSG for my fren n a special buddy!!

CHARM: THKS!!! u have been a very good fren of mine.. always being there for me... n i was there to be ur alarm clock.. whenever i sms u or call u, u nv failed to reply me.. really thks.. ur these reply have been a very good console to me n a great help!! LOVee ya deep deep much much k... i think last friday will be the last morning i rang u 2 wake u up.. maybe gonna miss ur that hmm sound.. lol!! althought i may "talk louder" to u, but i dun really mean it la.. i not scolding u just that i have a loud voice.. lol!! even thought we having our SIP i hope we can get in contact n have dinner together k..then when i got my licsence, i will pick u up n we can go eat good stuff. HOT N SPICY food!!! lol!! pls prepare 2 big bottles of drink for me then.. lol!!!

DEE!!: thks ger for the valentine gift.. love it.. althought we are not in the same class anymore, but u nv change the position in my heart.. bear this in mind my ger.. the promise i gave u i won't nv forget n failed.. we went thru alot of things n came so far.. sometimes i felt i neglect u, but i din wanted.. i am sorrie.. PLS ger, keep me in contact.. if i din msg u, doesn't mean i forget u.. u can msg me de wor.. lol!! Ur presense during my 19th b'dae i am really very happy.. very!!thks!! this year i will celebrate ur b'dae with u de.. lOVE YA!!

JANE(BUDDY): Buddy ar.. see i mention u le la.. but really have to thks u.. not u same course with me, i will really break down.. u know a lot things abt me, i also.. u really there for me lor. thks!! something meant to be kept in my heart de la.. u know la.. i not so mushy to u de.. oh ya..if u finished ur food be4 me, pls dun keep asking me finished my food faster n accompany u go smoke la.. will cause indegestive de la.. lol!!! anything call me or sms me k.. i will also be there for u.. not u i won't met cahrm n alvina these two gd fren.. thks buddy.. buddy forever n rulezzzzzzz........ LOVE YA TOO!!

Alvina: hey!! thks ger.. listen to my foes at all times whenver i need some1 to talk to at late night u were there for me n whenever i need a fren.. i really glad i know u.. pls.. dun ever do or make charm in public places.. in class ok!! in toliet also ok.. but places where there's alot of ppl.. pls NO huh!! know i naggy la.. hahaha!! aft exam sun tanned n swimming hor.. ON huh!! lol!! love ya.. keep in contact during SIP!!

Today at lsat finished my OTBS le.. one man work in PHP codes... hahaha..
but got one i can't do xia.. sad.. but at least i tried.. lol...
TodY IS VALENTINE day.. spending it with com n OTBS.. sucks..
But i got a gift from sindee.. chocolate.. althought i dun really take sweet stuff but i will eat de.. cos it will be sweeter.. lol..
I need to get gift for alvina n shidah n charm(xiao ai)..they got buy for me leh, can't dun return one.. tml go bookshop get.. cos i really dun know what to get..
i wanted to get a stalk of rose for dee in return(sch got sell), but she has left the sch..
i shall get u other things ba.. but it will take some time... lol..
I wanna wish everyone happy valentine day.. and a happy new year..
at last my com fix.. but alot things to install...
Oh ya.. i got myself a self sercure attachment.. my parents' fren company.. a event company.. it will be fun.. cos is a smoking environment, i heard..

Labels: Project cum valentine

I resume smoking.. lol.. i today bought a packet.. hahaha...
being smoking so long, is really hard to quit.. but i will cut down.. charm gonna scold me if she know i resume..
today went for my driving lesson.. my parral parking ok liao... lol..
i also heard a news, eleanor told me.. at first i was sad then i sms charm told her, she console me.. thks ger.. being there for me..
must slp early tonight.. tml need to cheong my project at ten.. deadline tml at 12pm...
nite nite...

I quiting smoking.. not being like smoking one stick for 3 days le.. now like drug addict sia.. kept running nose.. hahaha..
hope can really quit... any reward for that!! lol!!!
Today do that stupid sand project till 5.. oh my... then accompany shidah go bookshop.. we two decided to get charm a new file.. cos hers is like too bad condition..
watching hana kimi now.. very nice show..
homosexual isn't a crime.. lol!!! tong zhi wan sui!!!

Today went to eat ma la steamboat.. damn shiok..my granny join us too.. happy family.. aft makan we went to walk chinatown with my dog too.. so many ppl touch him.. lol!!!
Then my bro talk to my mum n dad abt getting a car.. gg to buy one.. but dun know which model and brand yet.. any car for me also can.. lol..
being watching hana kimi these few days.. kana attracted le sia.. lol..
haiz.. still emo these few days..
but i have make up my mind le.. i will still contact her.. must look generous ma.. look as even i am ok..
ya.. decided le.. so swee leng jia you.. and i decided to quit smoking le.. hope i can.. lol...
gg slp le
that's all.. bye!!!

Whatever HAppen, had happen for a week le.. I was very depressed at first but now i was not.. but whenever i think of u, i am quite sad.. honestly these past few days, i really wan to see you.. even from far i dun mind.. I Saw u at Msn msger, i wanted to find u n chat.. but i my heart kept stopping me..and like heading a voice said: u will get hurt de...
PArtly it remind me of charm words.. so i din!!!
I still like u.. i know we haVE NO chance, but somehow i still like giving myself hope..
I still thinking of u.. i still like you.. ur that smile that closeness i missing it..
I know i gave u black face n bad attitude, i felt very bad abt it..
maybe loving someone doesn't mean to have, and a way of loving some1 is to let go... As long u happy i think i will be happy for u...
I wanted to find a new one, but i can't get over you!!
Can we have lunch again.. can we meet again.. shld i contact u again.. I am tempted.. any1 can give me A answer...
Today my dad passed by ur house area, i dun know what am i thinking, i kept looking and hope maybe i can see u.. so silly.. so stupid.. maybe this is like love make ppl irrational ba...
I can't that my mind of you!! anyone can help here?!!
pls tell me u love me too!!

today, aft driving went to meet jane.. she acompany have lunch n buy 4-D..
these few days a bit moody, can be happy awhile, later sad again..
i even scold my classmate for a small matter.. i am sorry..
Lucky got charm n jane here to support me.. or i will fall until very damn bad..
i being avoid and showing cold attitude to u.. i dun wish but bo bian.. i dun wan get hurt once again..
i hope these few weeks i will not see u.. so i wonlt think again..
charm not gg sch.. no one accompany me for brk.. sian.. but jane say she will pei me.. no so bad... lol!!!