Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Sorrie, i won't be able to update soon cos my beloved granny hospitalised.. she got minor stroke..
I will be at hospital almost the whole day to take care of her.. n i'm staying over at my granny place..
when she admitted to on last sat, i nearly break down.. i was very scared cos i can't afford to lose her.. i have alrdy lost my grandpa.. I cried on the cab but i turn my head away so not to let her see..
This fews days, i headed to hospital early in the morning to accompany n tc her.. when my aunt arrived ard noon, i went back home to bring my dog go walk, then ard 3,4 my xiao gu wake up we headed back to hosp.. stay at hosp till like 9 plus.. then i go for my dinner.. reached home ard 11.. bring mon down walk then feed him.. my dog being very sensible.. i feel bad tat i leave him alone at home.. sleep ard 2, 3am..
today the doc help her change the drip, n poke another hole.. i saw it n i feel heart wrenching.. nearly cried..
whenever i see my granny in pain or very helpless, i was gg to drop my tears.. but i ren.. i can't make her feel even bad..
I really hope she can't recover in no time..
To all my sistas, buddies n gd fren: i won't be contactin u all due to my packed schedule.. If there anything very urgent can call me.. if not just sms me.. Sorry!!
Granny you must recover n listen to the doc.. u will fully recovered.. i promised when u recovered, i bring u go eat good stuff n we go back our old house there, bedok north!!Dun feel bad that u are a burden to us, u tc of us ever since we are born, when we are sick u take very good care of us.. now u r sick, is our duty to tc of u!!this little tired is worth to exchange back ur health.. i know ur concerned abt medical bill, is a no problem thing to us.. ur health is priceless..
i can't imagine i live w/o u.. nt suprise i may go with u.. but touch wood.. u will chang ming bai sui de.. attend my bro n mine wedding n carry ur great grandchildren... i know u are suffering now, but pls bear with it.. LOVE U!! *muack